My Alleged Husband

Chapter 2161: Chapter 1994: Guardian

I thought as long as I was willing, I could always stay by your side, but later I realized how helpless my wishful thinking was!

”When you were with me, your heart only felt shame; when you were with your husband, you were joyful. Why is it that even though both of us love you deeply, you’d rather hurt me to be with him? Do I mean nothing in your world?

Is it because he’s rich or for some other reason that you choose to be with him? You should ask yourself what’s your real motive. What about me is worse than her? I can give you a better life, and I’m willing to give everything for you, yet you never see my devotion. What exactly do you take me for? I long for you to see me as the person you love most, to hold you in my arms each night and sleep peacefully!

But in your eyes, all of this seems like something I shouldn’t deserve at all.

Ran Zhihan, are you heartless? Can you not feel my love and deep care for you? Why, no matter how much I give, is there no place for me in your heart? Why, knowing how desperately I love you, do you still turn a blind eye and a deaf ear? You know what I’ve done for you, yet you pretend not to see. Do you think acting blind will help? People’s eyes will see everything, and don’t you know what they will think?

I don’t know why you’re doing this. I don’t know what I have to do for you to be with me, to give me a chance. I really can’t bear your indifference anymore!”

”If you can’t bear it, stop trying to please me. I’ve never thought of being with you from the start, so how could I have neglected you? I’ve never truly been involved with you, so how could you have any place in my heart? I really can’t get what I want now.

Everyone has their path to choose, and once chosen, no matter what decisions are made, there’s no regret in this lifetime. Why can’t you understand?

Don’t you know that because of your appearance, all my efforts over the years have been in vain? I just want to live my life well and be with the man I love most. But because of you, my love has become an illusion, and all my efforts are wasted. How far do you want to push me? Do you want to see my feelings, built over so many years, yield nothing? I really hate you. Why did you suddenly appear in my world?

Originally, we could have lived our own stable lives, content in our own worlds. Why did you have to interrupt my life, interfere in my existence? Have you not thought about the position you put me in with your presence? What you say about loving me is just an excuse you’ve made for yourself. Is it truly love?”

”Of course, I love you. Who else loves you if not me? I can give up everything for love. Why don’t you understand my intentions until now? Do I really need to dig out my heart for you to believe my words? Please don’t be so heartless towards me. I can’t bear your coldness. I just want a hug, a response from you...”

”Please stop saying you love me. Your love is like yours: I can’t bear it. Do you really love me, or are you just using me to hit back at my husband, creating an excuse for yourself? Think carefully. If you loved me, would you hurt me like this? Love is not about hurting or possessing; it’s about living happily together. If you can’t give me happiness, how can you claim to love me? Only my husband can give me a happy life; no one else can. So please, leave my world completely!”

”Even now, you’re thinking of kicking me out of your world. Without me, you won’t be happy because once I’m gone, I’ll take everything I want with me. Do you think you can live a stable life? Do you really think there are no backups for that day we were together? Do you really think there are no cameras?

I hope you don’t force me to make a decision repeatedly, or the one who regrets it will be you, not just me. If you really want the world to know what happened between us, to see you betray your husband with another man, I don’t mind leaving your world completely. So don’t threaten me with this. I’m not weak nor can anyone other than you threaten me. But now, I won’t be weak like before. Knowing my heart can’t leave you, but your threats make me weak—it’s heart-wrenching, painful!”

”Smack!”

Ran Zhihan slapped Chen Gang without hesitation. She never thought the man before her could stoop so low, using this against her to negotiate. What should she do now? Some things can’t be made public. If they were, not only would her reputation be at risk but also her husband’s and even the entire Zhang Family. She couldn’t let that happen, so she must compromise.

”Fine, rest assured, I won’t ask you to leave my world again. But I hope you understand every word I said today isn’t genuine. I just hope you’ll stop before it’s too late, and don’t make something unbearable. Don’t make me completely hate you.”

Chen Gang knew if he didn’t play his trump card, he’d really be chased out of her world.

But none of this happened as he wished. His brows furrowed with worry, wondering, who will pity this lifelong attachment of his?