My Alleged Husband

Chapter 2283: Chapter 2116: Spring and Autumn

My feelings for you, my yearning for you, never depend on the season. My love for you is the same all year round.

”Child, you must understand, although the world is vast and you can go to many places, do you think the world has a place for you to belong?

Hmm, sometimes being willful comes at a painful price. No one should let you be willful time and time again, yet she forgives you without obligation each time, and you always take it as your right, not caring about others’ feelings at all. That’s impossible.

Everyone has their own way of life.

This way of living, Grandpa really disapproves because you are gambling with your child’s happiness. Are you really willing to? Seeing your only five-year-old child, soon to celebrate her sixth birthday, and you, as a mother, choose to separate from her father, you choose to make her a child with a single parent. How will her heart think?

I have no qualifications to judge whether your actions are selfish or something else. I only know that if you make such a decision, you will absolutely have no chance to regret it for the rest of your life. Not everything can allow you to regret in this world. You should understand that once you make a decision, absolutely no one in the world will come to explain to you whether the decision was right or wrong. You are an adult; you must bear the consequences of your actions. If you choose this path, then when your child grows up and knows the truth, that it’s because you, as her mother, became like this, do you think she might choose to hate you?”

Ran Zhihan was silent. Truth be told, he had listened to every word Old Master Zhang said. He just didn’t know how to express his own thoughts. If his own child chooses to hate him as her mother, how painful would he feel inside, and how would he face it all? But when it comes to speaking, he feels powerless; many things cannot change with just a few simple words.

No woman hopes for her marriage to become shattered; everyone just wishes for a happy marriage. But Heaven doesn’t follow everyone’s mindset to add brilliance to their life; it only demonstrates the splendor of life through trials time and time again.

At this moment, his heart is actually in despair. He knows what kind of cruel outcome his actions will bring to his child.

He can’t bear to do this, no matter what—this is his biological child. How could she, as a mother, let her child bear such great pain? Many things always linger in his heart. He doesn’t understand what path he should choose; he only knows that not every act he does is correct. But how much he hopes that if he truly makes that decision someday, his child truly chooses to hate him. If that happens, how should he face his child? All these results are caused by his own willfulness; would his child ultimately understand the feelings of his mother?

”Grandpa, I really don’t know what to do. Everything I do is genuinely hoping for a harmonious life in this family. I never thought my actions would lead this family to such difficulty in maintaining peace. I don’t want these things to continue. I just hope that someday my child can proudly say I am a good mother, that they feel proud because of me.

You are right, I shouldn’t gamble with my child’s happiness. My child is my heart’s treasure. I’ve painstakingly raised him all these years, carried him for ten months before giving birth. How much I care for him, no one can know, but I only hope she can grow up happily, without anything affecting her growth. For me, as a mother, that is enough!

I also understand many things cannot be avoided. After avoiding, ultimately one must choose to face or choose to confront. This also saves many troubles. I know everyone’s inner thoughts are different. Just like my current inner thoughts, I only want my child to live happily. Nothing else matters. I haven’t thought about living happily myself; I just want my son to treat me as his pride for life. That is enough.”

”Actually, you should truly understand now. In the end, there’s no place to hide. The world is vast, but you can never escape from his palm. The world’s economy is under his control. Do you think you have any way to avoid his pursuit? Since you can’t, don’t make pointless struggles; it will only make your feelings for each other distant. Leave a retreat path for each other, don’t push each other to the extreme, otherwise, in the end, it only harms the kindest person in your hearts!

For the sake of your child, as a mother, indeed one should bravely pay any price, not afraid of the blame and pain endured because of your son. But I also hope you can live bravely. You are the granddaughter-in-law I believe in. How could I bear to see you and my dear grandson come to this point? I’m not one to ignore right or wrong; on the contrary, this old man has seen through all the rights and wrongs in the world. I don’t care about the cause of these matters; I care whether this family can ultimately pass in peace, whether it can always unite, respect each other, and no longer have continuous conflicts due to any matter!”

”Grandpa, you are right. In such a vast world, where can I take my son? I just never thought, never thought that in such a big world, it turns out there’s no place for me and my son. The world’s economy is under his control. No one dares to shelter me, nor can anyone challenge him. Slowly I also understand, many things should not be forced. In the end, what’s mine will ultimately be mine. If it’s not mine, even with too many desires, there will be no result. Why not let go so that I could be happy? And let those I once loved smile freely forever. Isn’t that more important than anything?”

Rivers and mountains are picturesque, but the most beautiful picture is you!