My Alleged Husband

Chapter 2230: Chapter 2063: Indefinite

If I’ve never felt cold, yet I’m still alone in the end.

”What are you guys doing? Didn’t you hear me asking you to get on with it? Pay no mind to what he’s saying, just treat it like listening to a stranger, or a foreigner speaking. You can’t understand his words? Then cut harder for me!”

Actually, Chen Gang said these words with a purpose. Saying these things makes it less likely for Zhang Yichen to forgive his own wife. Once a woman steps out of line, how could a man, as a husband, accept a wayward wife and still keep her by his side? No man can endure such humiliation; it’s a big green hat!

”Zhihan, did you hear that? Chen Gang is still pleading for you; you should feel grateful to him, but instead, maybe you hate me, hate me because even after he’s stooped so low to beg me, I still push you so hard. Do you understand what it’s really for?

Whether you understand or not, let me just put it plainly: What he’s saying is meant to destroy our relationship. Ask yourself, which man could tolerate his wife spending the night with another man and still act like everything’s fine and continue with a happy life? Do you think such a man deserves to be a man? He’s repeatedly testing my limits. He thinks as long as his words anger me, I’ll drag you to get a divorce and he’ll have a chance to pursue you again. Perhaps at that time, you’d indeed consider being with him. That’s not impossible.

But I’m naturally not a true gentleman. I won’t simply give in for the sake of others. What’s been earned through hard work, I’ll make him pay dearly for it. I’ll show him what things in this world should be touched and what should not. Once you touch certain things, there’s no turning back. If he interferes with others, I might not say anything. But his thoughts shouldn’t reach my pillow partner. How could I, as a man, tolerate my wife being touched by another man and then act as if nothing happened, sleeping in the same room, on the same bed with her every night? How do you think that would make me feel inside?

Zhihan, sometimes, it’s not your fault. You were just too naive, and too trusting. You never doubted the truth of the matter. But do you understand? Some people aren’t worthy of your respect. You gave them your trust, only for him to use it against you. Now you should understand why our once happy life has turned into this mess. All of this stems from you giving trust to those who shouldn’t have received it, and they repaid you by betraying you. Now our marriage has arrived at an impasse, and who’s benefiting most from this? Have you any clue? Can’t you figure out why things turned out this way? Do you think I’m being unreasonable and think my actions are incomprehensible?”

Although Chen Gang was aware of how capable and formidable the current husband of the woman he loved was, he was completely shocked when these words were explicitly laid out. He never expected this man could openly express such thoughts. What was a good opportunity was bluntly exposed by this man’s words, making it impossible for him to steer things as he intended.

Ran Zhihan turned to look at Chen Gang after hearing what her husband said.

”Is everything my husband said true? Have you been using me from the beginning? Don’t you realize how precious the trust I gave you is? I’m just this naive; I believe whatever people say, much less someone like you, my classmate with whom I studied for so many years. Why don’t you understand what I truly want? Why don’t you grasp the person I really am? You don’t know me at all, so what gives you the right to say you love me? Is this what your love for me looks like?

You’ve hurt me, ruined my happy life. Is this what you truly desire? In truth, you’re the selfish one. You never considered if others would agree to your actions nor thought about how many people you’d hurt by doing so. What you crave is merely your own happiness, and your joy is built on the suffering of everyone else. Do you really think such happiness is deserved?

I truly never imagined you’d exploit my trust to harm me in this way. Regardless of what intentions you had, I don’t find your actions forgivable. Do you understand? I had such faith in you. Now, you’re beyond the trust I gave to all my classmates and surpassed some of my friends’ trust too. Yet you treat me this way, breaking my marriage, ending my happy life. Are you feeling triumphant inside now? You finally achieved the result you wanted, finally made the woman you loved most end up in a miserable state because of you!”

”Zhihan, don’t listen to his nonsense, that’s not my intention. I never wanted to harm you like this. I just lost control over my feelings; I couldn’t help it. I only want to be with you. I know this thought is sordid, I know it hurts you greatly, but I still couldn’t control myself. I just want to follow my heart once. But I didn’t expect this would cause such a huge commotion and trouble you so greatly. I know you must be furious now, but I hope you can trust me once more, don’t believe what your husband says, because sometimes the words spoken by your partner can’t be trusted either. Please trust me, won’t you?”

Chen Gang shouted loudly because he feared missing this chance, that he might never get another chance to win over the girl he’s been longing for all these years.

”I’m tired; you guys have your fun for now. When you’re clear about what to say and do, I’ll bring my wife to see you. For now, enjoy these moments alone...”

Zhang Yichen spoke to his subordinates then immediately turned and left. He didn’t want to stay in this warehouse for another moment, confronted by the memories there. Facing the contents within, he only felt pangs in his heart knowing his woman had been taken by someone else. How could his heart not hurt?

It’s not easy not to be heartless; after all, every emotion can only end as severed ties.