My Alleged Husband

Chapter 1651: Chapter 1445: Temptations of Love

Perhaps the moment two people meet, one person gives all their trust to the other, while the other person starts with lies. He thinks that as long as he deceives the one who loves him most, he has succeeded, he gets what he wants, he can have everything. But who knows if that was just a meeting.

It turns out that until this moment, the man in front of her still thinks she chose to be with him because of money. Why do people in this world always refuse to trust each other? If there were a little more trust between each other, then how could the world become like this, how could their marriage become so broken? All of this is not because of someone else’s interference, nor because of someone’s instigation, but because of the lack of trust between husband and wife.

At this moment, Ran Zhihan realized how tired she was of living. No matter what she did, no matter what she said, her husband would never give her a good attitude. What she wanted was really not much, just to live the life she wanted peacefully, but in the end, this is the result she got. Why does everything never develop as she imagined?

”Yichen, this may be the last time in my life that I call you this. I know, perhaps in your inner world, I’m not worthy of calling you so affectionately. I also understand that over these years, your love for me was sincere, but your love for me has all turned into bubbles because of Chen Gang’s appearance. I cannot believe that the love and affection over the years have turned into dust, I cannot believe that all of this was just a mirage, no matter how hard I try to restore it, I can never reclaim your heart that no longer loves me. Perhaps you think leaving me is the best punishment for me, but do you know? The real punishment is not breaking all my financial paths, but losing my happiest marriage.

I have no money, I can earn money bit by bit by my own skills, I can use my hands to live a worry-free life, but I can’t live without my happy marriage, and today’s step is entirely the consequence of my own making. I don’t blame anyone, and I hope you won’t blame others for intervening.

All of our things between us should not have been a mistake. Perhaps from the beginning, I should not have come to find you with a lucky mentality. If it weren’t for me forcibly wanting to find you, if it weren’t for me finding you, then all of this wouldn’t be so difficult now, and you wouldn’t live so painfully. Because of me, you have lived a life of happiness and pain. I know that perhaps I have never made you happy over these years, perhaps being with me you always thought it was a kind of pain, but I am the happiest person because you have always been holding me, using your strong arms to shelter me from the wind and rain. I thank you for all these years of devotion to me!

Zhang Yichen didn’t say anything, Ran Zhihan turned and left.

Zhang Yichen watched the back of his wife leaving, and he couldn’t tell what kind of feeling it was. He ultimately walked down this path!

Ran Zhihan returned to the bedroom, lay on the bed, and cried for a long, long time.

After crying enough, she got up and left a letter for Zhang Yichen: My dear husband, please don’t be angry with me anymore. Being angry over a woman like me is not worth it, let alone I am not a good wife, not a good mother, my actions have broken your heart.

But do you know, all these years my feelings for you have been sincere. I never thought about betraying you, betraying this family, nor betraying our vows to each other.

Man proposes, God disposes. I never expected that one day Chen Gang would come back here and appear in my life, much less that his appearance would bring such a huge storm between us. I can’t explain all of this, nor can I prove what exactly happened. I know that whatever I say now you won’t believe, but at least please believe me one last time, every word I say to you is true. Many times I choose to hide, only for the sake of our relationship. I don’t want our relationship to become so complicated, I don’t want you to give up on me because of my concealment. I can’t do it.

For a woman, nothing is more important than family her whole life. After having children, she cares most about her son. He has been toiling all his life, do you know that? I don’t regret being busy for you all these years. I know you have given me a carefree life, but this is not what I want. What I want is just to have you by my side, even if it’s plain living every day is enough for me, because the man I love most is always by my side. I do not regret how many foolish things I have done in my life, nor do I regret how firm I was to be with you because you gave me the best life. We have such an adorable son together, how could I be so ungrateful?

Please believe me, from the beginning I was with you, I did not care about the money of your family, I do not care about these at all, money means nothing to me and is not important. Perhaps you think I am a gold-digging woman, maybe in the eyes of the whole world, they think this woman is just with you for the Zhang Family’s money and status, but I never thought so.

I know now if I tell you I want a divorce, you will not agree, so I can only choose to leave temporarily by myself, wait until we both calm down, once we have figured things out, let’s meet again. To be honest, I don’t care about all of this, what I want is just a stable life, a stable married life, and the most basic trust between husband and wife. But I can never get all of this, so what is the meaning of me staying here, it’s just increasing sadness. The child is temporarily in your care, and when one day I return, I hope to see her grow up happily, rather than living forever in hatred and pain, let alone continue with devil training. He is my own son, seeing him come home injured again and again from training, as a mother, how could my heart not hurt? He is my son, a part of me, so please treat him kindly, do not let the changes in our relationship affect your judgment of the child, and do not let the changes in the relationship between us affect grandfather’s health. Let’s just give some time to sort out the things between us, ultimately we have to face them, I know we can’t escape, so I can only choose to temporarily avoid.

One day you will find out he deceived you while you are heartbroken, and he is watching coldly from the side.