My Alleged Husband

Chapter 1447: Chapter 1242: What Kind?

I will never be anyone to you again; our feelings for each other have gradually become unspeakable, and I never expected that things between us would turn out this way.

I really didn’t expect you to hold such grudges. If I had known, I would never have let you marry my son. Letting you marry my son has made him turn against his own family. I really don’t understand; is he still my son? So heartless and indifferent, he does things without considering how I, as his father, feel. He’s not the son he used to be, and all of this is because of your presence, making everything uncontrollable. I really don’t understand why you had to appear in our family’s life. Do you really feel comfortable inside doing this? Don’t you think your actions are excessive and embarrassing for us? Everything you do makes it very difficult for us.

”Dad, from what you’re saying, you’re blaming me for turning your son into what he is now, right? Have you really never considered why he became this way? He walks a painstaking path, every step is so heavy, and he’s afraid of being abandoned again by the people he cares about. He’s human too, he also knows how much pain he feels inside. He’s not a puppet; he has a soul and thoughts. He remembers every word he’s said and exactly what he’s done, and he knows whether what he’s doing is right.”

”But now he doesn’t even acknowledge me, his biological father. Is that really not related to you? He never used to be so ungrateful, and now he’s become like this. Who do you think is responsible? Could it be I, his father, who taught him to be this way? Do you want to push all the responsibility onto his grandfather? Often, you have to learn to take responsibility for your actions. Why do you always deny it? Do you really think people will believe that everything I say is true?”

Ran Zhihan never expected her father to say such things to her. It turns out that things are not as simple as she imagined. She originally intended just to verbally refuse him first, and then secretly help him, so her husband wouldn’t find out, and they wouldn’t have a gap between them. Now she understands, doing this brings no benefit to her. No matter how she tries to help her father, in his eyes, she will always be the woman who corrupted his son without scruples. She will never truly understand her pain. Obviously, if you marry a chicken, you follow the chicken; if you marry a dog, you follow the dog. Since she married him, she must obey him. She can’t go against him, causing him to lose face in front of others, can she?

”Dad, say whatever you want about this matter. No matter what you say, I still maintain the same words: if you marry a chicken, you follow the chicken; if you marry a dog, you follow the dog. I married your son, so I will support his every decision. I can’t go against him, or we wouldn’t be spouses. If we were to become like enemies, how different would that be from being adversaries? Only adversaries go against each other this way, becoming more and more distant with no way back. I don’t want to become like that with my husband. It would be exhausting, and he is the man I love dearly. How could I allow everything he’s done because of one of my decisions to have been in vain?”

”When you do these things, do you truly have no guilt in your heart? Don’t you think that by doing these things, you’re not only hurting me but also the family members who love you and want to live together with us? Honestly, I know that when you do these things, you’re thinking about your husband, and you’re considering your grandfather. But have you thought about how me and his mother also hope to be by your side and accompany you?”

”No matter what you say to me, everything I did before and every decision I make until today, I have no guilt because, in my view, I genuinely want to live with my family, and their presence makes my life more perfect and fulfilling. It is because of them that I have become who I am today; they are the ones who made me realize that true feelings exist in this world.”

”Do you really feel no guilt? Won’t your husband be hurt by the things you did? Won’t your grandfather be upset? In fact, you’re just as selfish, afraid that when we come back, there will be discord with you. That’s why you fear my return. Your selfishness is no less than ours! Zhang Zhentian knew his daughter-in-law was unwilling to help him, and internally felt anger. He said whatever came to mind, why is it that sometimes I don’t even know what I want? He can only rely on her step by step and walk the next path without seriously considering the consequences.

”Even if I were selfish, I could barely hold a candle to you and Mom’s selfishness. Have you ever really considered how painful our hearts are when you make every decision? Actually, you are the truly selfish ones in this world. You abandon your family for your desires and rights, but I will never do that because I know family is the most important. Because with family, I can have everything I want. Without family, no matter how wealthy I am, what meaning does it hold? Is living a life of your own loneliness truly meaningful?”

Zhang Zhentian had to admit that his daughter-in-law’s words had shocked him. Indeed, even if he had endless money, what is the point of living alone all his life? He now realized the pain of being without a wife, and he’s not happy at all. Moreover, having committed so many mistakes before, if he does not know remorse now, his life would truly be over. His wife would never return to him, and neither his father nor son would ever forgive him.

”I know what I should do now...”

”As long as you have no guilt in your conscience!”

I have no guilt in my conscience, but have I lost the person I loved most, and has my family become irreparably broken?