My Alleged Husband

Chapter 606: Chapter 585 Threat_1

”So when you were with me, your heart was filled with shame, but with your husband, your heart rejoices? Why, when both are men who love you deeply, would you rather hurt me to be with him? Does that mean I have no place in your heart whatsoever?”

”For the sake of being with him, is it because he’s rich or for some other reason? Ask yourself, in what way am I not good enough for you? I could give you a better life; I am willing to pay any price for you. Yet, you never see the good I do for you. What am I to you? How desperate I am to be the one you love most, to hold you in my arms every night and fall asleep in peace!”

But to you, it seems all this is something I, alone, least deserve.”

”Ran Zhihan, are you heartless? Can’t you feel my love and deep affection for you? Why can’t my world ever hold a place for you, no matter how much I give? Why can’t you see or hear my love, though I’m dying for you? You know what I’ve done for you, yet you pretend you haven’t seen it. Does playing blind help you? You can’t escape the public’s eye. Don’t you know what they’ll think of you?”

”Yes, I don’t know why you do this, nor what extent you want me to reach before you’ll agree to give me a chance. I really can’t bear your repeated rejections anymore!”

”If you can’t bear it, then stop trying to please me. I never intended to be with you, so how can I be rejecting you? We never really had a relationship. How could you possibly hold a place in my heart? I can’t get what I truly want now.

Everyone has their own path to choose, and once a decision is made, there’ll never be a day of regret. Why don’t you understand that?”

”Don’t you see that because of your appearance, my years of effort were all in vain? I just wanted to live my life well and be with the man I love most, but your arrival turned all my love to nothing. How much more do you want to hurt me? Do you really want to see that after all my years of affection, I end up with nothing? I truly hate you. Why did you suddenly appear in my world?

”Wasn’t it better when we each lived our own stable lives without interfering with each other? You had to show up and disrupt my life. Have you ever considered what your appearance means for me? Your proclaimed love is nothing but an excuse for your own selfish wishes. Ask yourself, do you truly love me?”

”Of course, I love you. Who else would love you if not me? I would give up everything for my love. Why can’t you see my devotion? Do I have to cut out my heart for you to believe me? Please, don’t be so heartless. I can’t bear it. I just want your embrace, your response...”

”Please, no more talk of loving me. I can’t bear your kind of ’love’. Do you really love me, or are you just trying to harm my husband, finding yourself a noble excuse? Think about it. If you loved me, would you do things to hurt me? Love isn’t about harming or possessing, but about living happily together. If you can’t make me happy, how can you say you love me? Only my husband can give me the life I want, so please leave my world for good!”

”Even now, you think of pushing me out of your world. You won’t be happy without me, for once I leave, I’ll take all that I want with me. Do you think you’ll still live a peaceful life? Do you truly think I had no backup during our intimate moments? No cameras?”

”I hope you won’t push me into a corner time and time again, or it’s you who’ll regret it. The one who’ll look bad won’t be just me but also you. If you really want the whole world to know what happened between us that day, to expose that a woman like you cheated on her husband, then I’ll have no qualms about leaving your world completely. So don’t threaten me with this, I’m not a vegetarian; no one has been able to threaten me all my life, except for you. But now I won’t be as weak as before. Clearly, I can’t live without you, yet you weaken me with your threats and make me choose you. It might not mean much to you, but to me, it’s a heartache, a piercing pain!”

”Slap!”

Ran Zhihan didn’t hesitate to slap Chen Gang. She never thought that the man in front of her could stoop so low as to use this situation to bargain with her. What should she do? Some things can’t be made public; once they are, it’s not just her reputation at stake, but also her husband’s and the entire Zhang Family’s. She couldn’t let that happen, so she had no choice but to compromise.

”Alright, I assure you, I won’t ask you to leave my world again, but I hope you understand that everything I said today wasn’t sincere. I only wish you to stop here and not cause embarrassment for either of us, and especially not make me hate you completely.”

Chen Gang knew that if he didn’t play his trump card, he would indeed be expelled from her world.