My Alleged Husband

Chapter 1562: Chapter 1356: Forcing

Life full of pain is always like this, nothing changes everything over time, it relies on one’s own efforts.

You didn’t know back then, did you? My wife has endured so much pressure from me, at that time she didn’t know what else to do, clearly there were many things she could easily solve, but why did this matter become so troublesome, so complex, making it impossible for her to resolve it, how could she make her husband have a change of heart and not quarrel with her so much, all she did was for him.

”Husband, this matter isn’t actually that complicated, let’s not make it so troublesome, shall we? We should still live the happy life we want together, shouldn’t we? Why harm each other’s harmony and make everyone unhappy over some unnecessary issues? Wouldn’t it be better to live happily altogether? The original harmonious appearance, those laughter and joy, could it all really disappear because of a small mistake I made? You know how much grandpa values laughter, and grandpa actually cares a lot about our family’s harmony as well, let’s not make grandpa worry, okay?”

”Don’t use grandpa as an excuse, if you truly had grandpa in your heart, you wouldn’t have done such a thing. You knew that if I found out the truth about this, we would definitely have a huge fallout, you should have foreseen the current result back then. Even though you knew the final outcome of many things, you still went ahead with it, this proves that there’s always a bit of wishful thinking in your heart. You thought I’d forgive you, but you didn’t expect that after what you’ve done, I decided to cut contact with you...”

”Husband, let’s not handle things like this, okay? Handling it this way hurts both of us, doesn’t it? Even though we can’t let go of each other in our hearts, I know you’re not as indifferent as dad, and I also know you love me just as much, you just can’t love without restraint like dad loves mom. Could you give me another chance? I promise I won’t do anything to make you sad again like I did this time, I actually don’t know why I suddenly made such a mistake that hurts you so much, but I have no choice, you know how much I care about you, I love you, even more than loving myself to the core. You know how unforgettable that kind of love is, if I really meant to treat you like this, then I wouldn’t truly love you. If I genuinely adored you, wouldn’t I be in more pain than you seeing you in pain? You should also understand my current feelings, I’m doing this out of necessity, hoping you could understand and give me another chance!”

Plunged into oneself, just thinking that as long as everyone is by one’s side, one can do whatever they want, regardless of everyone’s feelings, eventually completely losing that person, only to find that they have been gone for a long time, searching everywhere for their trace, feeling so anxious.

”Don’t find any excuse to absolve yourself, no matter how eloquently you speak now, I won’t believe you, what’s done is done, it’s an unchangeable fact. No matter what you say or do, the truth of the matter will never change. Regardless of who you did it for, or for what purpose, the fact is you did it and you must accept the consequences. Don’t think that because you did it for me, I won’t make you bear the consequences. Do you think that’s possible? I have always been impartial, and do you think I’ll let you get away with it just like that? If I don’t make you remember it, you might think this whole thing was a trap I designed to bait you and then say these words to you to make you submissive, right? But you’ll never understand why I’m really doing this!”

”Husband, I know I was wrong, I really know I was wrong, I’ll never dare to do it again in the future. Please give me another chance, don’t treat me like this, don’t let us live apart, okay? I’m begging you, if you let us live separately, how much pain and torment will my heart endure? I’m pleading with you, give me another chance, believe in me once more, I promise I won’t let you down, I’m begging you...”

”You know some things are simply impossible, so why say them to me? I can’t forgive you, and I can’t agree to your request. Opportunities must be earned, they won’t just fall into your lap. You must learn to bear what you’ve done, otherwise, you’ll never understand why you must endure this pain!”

Zhang Ni pushed the door open and came in, seeing Ran Zhihan so heartbroken, he said to Zhang Yichen: ”Dad, don’t bully mom, can’t you see how upset she is? You should quickly let mom get up, although I don’t know what you’re arguing about, I don’t want my parents to fight. I want my mom and dad to happily watch me grow up. If I see mom and dad unhappy every day, or if you are secretly arguing, how painful would that be for me? Dad, regardless of what mom did wrong, I hope you can forgive her, after all, a harmonious family prospers. Why quarrel with the one you love over unnecessary things and reasons? Although I don’t understand what love is, I understand that feeling. You do care about mom, you just don’t know how to admit it. You know this time you broke mom’s heart, and you know how wrong what she did was, yet you won’t agree to give her one more chance, so I hope you can live peacefully with mom, don’t argue anymore. Only when you two are harmonious can I and great-grandpa be happy, otherwise, grandma will also feel very upset at night. Why do her grandson and granddaughter-in-law have to quarrel? Won’t she worry needlessly?”

”Who let you in without my permission, and who told you that you can enter my room without knocking? Let me ask you, who taught you all these rules? Don’t you have basic education? If that’s the case, why did I spend so much money to send you to school? Is this what you came back learning?”

How much I long for every step I take to be recognized by you, but in the end, nothing, all of it, who recognized it in your eyes?

Don’t face reality with a pessimistic attitude; look at life from a different perspective!