My Alleged Husband

Chapter 1549: Chapter 1343: Not for Fame

It’s not about what I’ve experienced in this lifetime, turning around and crossing the border, there’s no need to ask for the hero’s name, remember two old events held together by trust between us.

”Yes, you have indeed become very mature now, and it’s precisely because you’ve become so mature that I’m scared. Why, why did you have to become so mature, if you hadn’t, how could I have possibly lost all my chances, yet there is never a place for me in your heart. I really don’t understand, am I really so worthless in your heart? Why can I never reach deep into your heart? I truly want to open your heart and see if there is indeed a place for me, but I can’t. I want you to live a happy life, not have my appearance destroy your lifetime of happiness and peace!

Zhihan, promise me that no matter what, you must live happily, no matter what troubles you encounter, at least tell me. If you consider me a friend, do not stand on ceremony with me. If there’s anything you need my help with, I will definitely do my best to help you. If one day you truly move on with him, do not forget there’s someone always standing behind you, waiting for you in silence. Although this relationship has failed, I cannot immediately find another girl to live with. I am not such a fickle man; I have always been consistent in my feelings. Since I have chosen you, I will definitely be with you well, please don’t despise me.

I don’t know that your relationship with your husband has always been good, maybe it became what it is because of my intrusion. I sincerely apologize for this matter, I did not intentionally want to destroy your relationship, I truly cannot control my inner thoughts. I only want to embrace the woman I love most, yet this is the result I ended up with, causing disputes in your marriage for so long. This is my fault, I sincerely apologize to you, and hope you can forgive me.”

”Chen Gang, don’t say it like that, ultimately, it’s not just your mistake. I myself have faults; I shouldn’t have chosen to doubt you. I shouldn’t have chosen to hurt you in this way; for you, perhaps this is the most painful wound, clearly seeing the girl you love in front of you but unable to embrace her. You must be so frustrated inside, but I have no way. I cannot go against the three obediences and four virtues I uphold. I cannot go against my principles. Since I have chosen to live forever with my husband, then in this lifetime, I can only have him as the only man, and must not become entangled with other men.

You should not apologize to me; the one who truly should apologize is me. It is I who caused you to wait in vain for so many years, yet I was oblivious and did not know you were waiting for me. I’m sorry, it is I who cannot give you a complete relationship, it is I who cannot give you a whole family. It is my mistake that led you to waste so many years of youth. They say a woman’s youth is precious, but isn’t a man’s youth just as precious? Because of me, you’ve given your entire youth. Don’t waste all your time waiting for me. Live well and make plans for your future. With your great achievements, strive hard, find your destined girl, let her accompany you for a lifetime, and also hope she can help you in your career. Thank you...”

Zhang Yichen suddenly heard Chen Gang say to him, he wanted to give up his feelings. Why did he suddenly feel a little reluctant for him to give up? She always felt like having someone here to be her own wife was also quite nice; she could always have something to do, find someone every day to argue with endlessly, only to prove who loves their wife more.

”Are you really planning to give up now? Are you really willing to withdraw? Are you truly willing to never disturb my and my wife’s life again in this lifetime? Do you think you can really let go? She’s such a perfect girl, after understanding her for so many years, do you think you can sincerely let her go?”

”What does it matter if I can let go or not? I remember your wife said something to me, ’What is meant to be yours will be yours, what isn’t meant to be yours will never be.’ There are countless beauties in the world, do not act the fool and try to force things.

You should be very clear about what this means, right? Since she has already said this, what can I do? I am powerless.

I’ve never been so defeated in this lifetime before, I never had something I wanted that I couldn’t obtain until this time, I finally understood, among all things in the world, there always will be some things I can’t have, such as your wife, the girl I love most. Even if I gave everything, she was not willing to be with me. I know at this point I have already lost to you because the girl I love most is not willing to be with me. But do you know? I so wish time could reverse, back to a few years ago, back then if I sincerely expressed my feelings to her, would this tragedy today have happened?

Sometimes I don’t know if I should hate you or thank you. It always feels like because of your presence, I lost the girl I love most, but thinking back, you took such good care of her, tended to her meticulously, which deeply moved me, leaving my own heart conflicted. I don’t know how to face you with what kind of attitude exactly. I don’t know how to describe this attitude, but do you know? I only hope you will treat her well, do not hurt her kind heart, she can’t bear such hurt.”

”My wife, of course, I know how to cherish her, there is no need for an outsider like you to teach me. Remember you’ve already admitted you lost everything, lost the qualifications, so whatever you want in the future, you can tell me, but you cannot come looking for my wife, because I will thoroughly sever all ties between you and her. I won’t let you have any chance to meet again.

But thank you too, because of your appearance, although my wife and I have had quite a few quarrels, I have to admit that because of your presence I realized how much my wife cares for me, for this family. Rest assured, as long as you can peacefully leave here, go back to where you belong, I will definitely treat her well, absolutely won’t let you down. After all, she is still my wife with her wisdom; how could I bear to see her heartbroken? Wouldn’t you agree?”

Chen Gang smiled, since he had already lost, lost so thoroughly, then why continue to force himself, it was time to leave happily and without attachments.

Partings are hard in this world, guiding the horse north to the riverbank, facing the west wind and yellow sands, cold as I am, silver sword battles far and wide.