My Alleged Husband

Chapter 1481: Chapter 1275: Emotionless Feelings

I remember when Chen Gang once told me that his wife was someone he loved but could not attain, and that even if two people stayed together without love, it would be painful. I didn’t understand it before, but now I know.

Chen Gang loves my wife, and for her sake, he gave up on his own principles.

Chen Gang is about to leave the country and go abroad. He feels that before he leaves, he must say goodbye to the girl he loves most. His presence caused the biggest disturbance in their marriage, causing them to endure repeated torment and challenges. Whether he has the right to give his most beloved girl a hug or not, he shouldn’t interfere with her feelings. Her happiness didn’t come easily, and he believes that for her happiness, she has sacrificed immensely. He cannot let down all that she has been through.

Yet, wanting her to willingly say goodbye to his most beloved woman, his heart struggles. Before him is the woman he loves most in his life, yet all he can do is wave farewell. In this life, there will be no way to meet again. As a man, how could his heart willingly accept this?

When Ran Zhihan received the phone call from Chen Gang, he hesitated for a moment but ultimately decided to answer it.

”Zhihan, I’m about to leave here and go abroad. Do you have time to meet me one last time? Don’t worry; this time, I won’t do anything you don’t want me to do, like before. But I hope you can meet me at least once more. I don’t care if you bring your husband along with you. I don’t mind these things. I just want you to meet me one last time. Maybe after I leave this time, we’ll never have the chance to meet again in our lifetime. Please fulfill my last request, don’t refuse me. I’ll wait for you at the cafe, and we won’t leave until we meet!”

Before he could say more, the call was hung up. He knew there was no escaping this path. He had to walk it alone, without letting anyone help make the final choice for him. Ultimately, the choice was his own, and he couldn’t let others get hurt repeatedly because of him.

An hour later, they met at the cafe. When Chen Gang saw the girl he loved so much step into the cafe, he finally let everything go. He revealed all the love in his heart with his most beautiful smile.

Despite his unwillingness and reluctance, ultimately, he couldn’t escape fate’s arrangement. She could only choose this path and continue down it. No one could change whatever decision he made.

”Zhihan, I’m truly happy and grateful that you came to meet me this last time today. I’m sorry, and I want to apologize again because my presence disturbed the peace and stability of your life. It was I who made everything so embarrassing. I hope you can forgive me, so we can live happily. Do you know? No one in this world is perfect, but I really wish you could always stay by my side. But I can’t do that because you have your life, and I have my journey. We were never on the same path!”

I’m truly grateful you didn’t hold a grudge for the harm I caused, for the chaos between you and your husband. But I am still very grateful to you because you made me understand that no matter what decision I ultimately make, it may not be the best outcome for anyone, but neither is it necessarily the worst. At least I have no regrets about the path I once chose!”

”Chen Gang, you really don’t need to sacrifice so much for a woman like me who isn’t worth it. Do you know how much I hope you can live a peaceful life? I have few extravagant wishes in this life, but I truly hope the person I love most can have the happiest life!”

My initial love for you is gone; from the start, we had no feelings for each other, so how could we be together? Maybe you truly loved me, but I can’t split my heart in two — one part for my husband and another hidden inside me for you. I just can’t do it!

You shouldn’t apologize to me. I should apologize to you. I’m sorry for all these years, for the sacrifices you made for me, and for making you wait so long, only to ultimately let you down and discard all your hopes and love for me. My actions and choices have hurt you, and you don’t even hate me. On the contrary, you love me even more. How can my heart bear your deep love for me? There’s no right or wrong between us; what we should have is the happiest life for each other, right?

Chen Gang, I sincerely apologize on behalf of my husband for what he did to you. He doesn’t know our true relationship, which is why he was furious. I hope you can forgive him from the depths of your heart, not just for my sake!

If you leave here, I hope you find your most beautiful princess in life. I hope you both can be together forever, not letting me destroy the happiness you both deserve. You should forget about me; learning to forget yourself will alleviate the pain. There are too many unsatisfactory things in life, but if you keep talking about them, how can you ever be happy? Don’t view everything so pessimistically; no one can stop these things from happening!”

”Zhihan, thank you. I am truly grateful that you could tell me these heartfelt truths. I never imagined that this is how we would end up. How much I longed for us to be together all the way, but in the end, heaven didn’t comply with human wishes. Despite all my efforts to be with you and climb up, just to be with the one I love the most, heaven still let down my deep affection. May you live your life peacefully and steadily, without my presence hindering your future happiness!”

”Rest assured, I will live well after I leave, but please take care of yourself and live well. Who knows, we might meet again someday!”

”I hope that before you get married, you don’t disturb me again. I know all of your care and love for me, but I can’t answer all these questions, so please forgive me. It’s best for us to keep a certain distance between us!”

I know I have been avoiding it all along, but I just don’t want to admit it. I want to forget everything, but in the end, I forgot myself.