My Alleged Husband

Chapter 1776: Chapter 1570: A Very Long Time

I haven’t heard your voice for a very, very long time. I can no longer find the touching melody that you used to bring by my side; no feeling has numbed my taste.

I know that no matter how much comfort I receive, I still feel very tired. Just like the wind encountering the wind once, it will no longer take flight. Without your sky, there’s only me left alone.

”Zhang Yichen, do you really think that by treating me this way, your wife will stay with you forever? You’ve got it wrong; your wife has been using you all along. He doesn’t really love you; he’s just with you for money. What makes you think he will sincerely spend the rest of his life with you?” Chen Gang shouted loudly at the backs of the two people walking away, unwilling to accept that the love he painstakingly obtained would yield such a result. He was unwilling to accept that the girl he waited for so many years would give up on him for this man. Did they really see him as so worthless?

When Ran Zhihan heard Chen Gang utter these words, she finally realized that her husband’s words were all true. This man only wanted to get her, to use her by saying he truly loved her. In the end, it was all just for use.

Ran Zhihan looked up at her husband while walking. She couldn’t discern any expression on his face. She didn’t know what kind of mindset her husband had, whether it was joy or sadness. This wife had ultimately made a choice that saddened and hurt him, yet she could do nothing to salvage the situation.

Zhang Yichen seemed to understand the conflict within Ran Zhihan’s heart, but he didn’t know how to articulate it. To be honest, he had made mistakes, but he could never comprehend why his wife betrayed him.

Was he truly dispensable in his wife’s eyes? Could she easily betray him because of a few sweet words from someone else? So, did she even consider him in her heart, or where did she place him in her mind?

”Say whatever you have to say; there’s no need to keep looking at me with that hesitant expression. It really annoys me now, that look you used to have all the time, and I was always told off by it. Whenever you hesitated to speak, I would always give you a way out, but today I won’t be like before. You’ve hurt me, so please, speak directly. Don’t use those smooth expressions to deceive me with your looks anymore.”

”I know that today is my fault; I also know how painful this situation is for you. But can you believe me? I truly didn’t do it on purpose; I didn’t know this would happen to me. I just wanted to provide you a stable life, but I never thought it would become so difficult. I didn’t expect him to do this to me. Maybe this is hard for you to accept, but how is my heart any less painful?

I admit that I used to upset and hurt you when doing things, never considering your feelings. Now I’ve truly changed; I no longer live as recklessly as before. I make everything centered around you.

Because I want to live with you for a lifetime, maybe you see my words now as lies to deceive you, but one day you’ll discover that every word I’m saying today is true. I will prove to you with my actions that every word I’ve said today comes from the depths of my heart, not lies to deceive you.”

”I know I don’t have the right to ask you to forgive me now, nor do I have the right to ask you to tolerate me or pretend this never happened. That’s impossible; even my own heart finds this situation disgusting, let alone you.

I realize that should this happen to anyone else, no one could accept it, especially not a man. You loved me so much, yet I did this to someone else, hurt your love for me, destroyed the happiness between us. How could your heart not hurt? You didn’t reveal my true face in front of me today just because of our son, that’s why you held back. I truly hope you can give me another chance, not to conclude based on this incident, because I’m not that shameless person!”

”In fact, you didn’t need to say these things to me today. No matter how you were before, I don’t recognize you now. I won’t foolishly believe everything you say like before. Every word you say must be proven with your actions to determine its truth. Because every action you’ve taken makes me unable to imagine that the woman I love most would do such things. I’ll never understand what mindset you had that night when you went out secretly to meet him, nor will I know what thoughts plagued your heart when you found out what happened.”

Ran Zhihan knew well that this matter wouldn’t solve so easily. Her trust, in her husband’s eyes, was already exhausted. He wouldn’t trust her completely as before nor be wholeheartedly with her. The fact he hasn’t asked for a divorce yet is simply because they have a son; he doesn’t want to make his son or his grandfather sad. But he never thought that everything was something she was forced into.

In the warehouse, Chen Gang recalled every expression of his beloved woman’s face. He never expected she’d eventually choose not to believe him. He feared nothing, not even losing his life; he just wanted his beloved to believe him a little, but the end result was a harsh slap to his face.

No matter how much he sacrificed for her, she never believed him. Her doubtful gaze haunted him throughout his life, making him unable to forget. Yet he couldn’t do anything to make the incident not occur.

He decided that if he couldn’t obtain her, then no one else should either.

Why was he toiling abroad for so many years, only to return and face the greatest betrayal from his beloved...

I miss every minute you were beside me, and now I don’t dare to recall those memories alone. I know that the perfection that once existed ended when you were lost.