My Alleged Husband

Chapter 1754: Chapter 1548: Lush Mountains and Clear Waters

After leaving the Zhang Family, Ran Zhihan went through a period of madness, but was later rescued by kind-hearted people and came to a scenic place.

Zhang Yichen truly couldn’t understand what was good about his mother, why his father loved her so wholeheartedly. Knowing that his wife’s heart loved someone else, yet she was willing to sacrifice everything for that person. Ultimately, what was it all for? Yichen didn’t love his wife that much.

Zhang Zhentian didn’t know what his son was thinking. He only knew that the only thing he could do now was to love his eggplant well and move his wife, letting her know that he was actually the man who loved her the most in this world. Everything could change; acceptance wasn’t the only way to achieve happiness.

”I really don’t understand, what is so good about my mother? Why do you think she’s worth loving so devotedly? How has she treated you all these years? Don’t you really know in your heart?

You have always been deceiving yourself, but you keep convincing yourself successfully. You’ve been living in self-deception for decades. Do you think your life is worthwhile?

You are willing to sacrifice everything for her, even abandon your entire family, throwing away the century-old reputation your grandfather painstakingly built, and even the legacy of your own father.

In your eyes, besides her, what else is worth saving? By doing this, what do you make your family to be?

Are your family members really that irrelevant in your eyes now?

Can you just carelessly hurt them now? Hurting your family, what benefit does it bring you? Eventually, all you’ll get is pushing your loved ones away. Those who love you will feel disappointed over and over again because of your actions, and ultimately choose to let you go. Your actions make everyone who loves you very sad. On what grounds do they choose to continue loving you unconditionally over and over again?

You have never considered the consequences of your actions. You only know what kind of life you really want, but do you know that the person you love doesn’t truly love you?

”Child, you don’t understand. Some things aren’t as simple as you imagine. I’ve lain next to him as husband and wife for decades. I know what kind of person he is far better than you. You can’t judge her based on a one-sided story.

I’ve thought about it. Even if he genuinely doesn’t want to stay with me one day and leaves for someone else’s embrace, I can still happily wish her well.

When she wants to return to me one day, I would still open my arms and welcome him, because he is the one I love most in my heart. I can give up all my limits for him, because I love him, I can give up all my dignity. This is true love for someone!

A person can give up all their principles, all their dignity, can abandon everything they hold dear. If they don’t love this person, then why give up so much for them?”

Zhang Yichen felt his father’s love was too humble. He was willing to give up his life for his mother, but why, in his mother’s eyes, was all this still a mistake? Why was his mother unwilling to love his father a little more?

He had grown up so much already, had not let them spend any expenses on him or worry about him over the years. But why, in his mother’s eyes, was she still so unsatisfied?

Are human hearts really that unpredictable? For his so-called freedom, he left me initially, now for his so-called love and abandons the entire family. He keeps abandoning me. Does he even see me as his son?

Zhang Yichen felt more and more uncomfortable inside, he simply couldn’t imagine how his mother viewed him, what she thought of him deep down. In his lifetime, how much could he accomplish? He only wanted to stay by his parents’ side, but in the end, every outcome made him feel too passive inside.

”Do you know that you love him so much, yet he doesn’t love you? I’ve never seen anyone love others as humbly as you. Your love is too humble, she can’t perceive whether you love her or what in her eyes.

In his eyes, there is only her love. She chose to abandon me for her so-called freedom initially. Now she wants to abandon our entire family for her love. In his eyes, everything of ours can be discarded, except he can’t forget that person.

In his heart, everything is merely an extension of her. She can disregard all of us, because in his eyes, we are simply not his family!

I really don’t understand. He’s done things so uncompromisingly; why do you still choose to love him so wholeheartedly? What kind of reason makes you disregard everything for him? What kind of thing makes you let us go over and over again?

We are human too. We have souls. We are hurt over and over again. Our hearts ache once, endure once the piercing pain you bring. What is it for? Just because you are my parents?

So you can unrestrainedly hurt my sincere heart toward you?

Over and over again is enough, right? Why always test my patience repeatedly? Is this really good for you? Do you really want to push me to despair?”

Zhang Zhentian also knew that his love was too humble. Maybe it was because his love was too humble that made his wife indifferent, overlook his devotion, turn a deaf ear to every word he said, making everything so embarrassing. If not for this, if he had any manly qualities, wouldn’t all this have happened? Wouldn’t his wife’s opinion of him be different? Was all this because he was too weak and incompetent?

”No matter how humble I am, my love for him will never be humble. My heart of love is strong and steadfast; it won’t change because of anything. I believe that one day, because of my love for him, he will find me no longer so humble...”

She doesn’t want to miss her family, but can’t return to the past. She just wants to live in this place with green mountains and clear water, and it’s enough!