My Alleged Husband

Chapter 783: Chapter 753: Redeeming Oneself by Doing Good Deeds_1

”Mom, do you really wish Dad could wake up now? If you truly do, if there’s a shred of guilt towards him inside you, then please stay by his side from now on, and never think about anyone else. Don’t mention these matters in front of him again.

You should know that for a man, having his wife hold another man in her heart is an immense shame, yet he was willing to let go of all that shame just to be with you. This proves that deep down, he truly loves you. Why can’t you just let go of your prejudices for his sake? You always do as you please, but you forget how much pain your actions have brought to those behind you.

Maybe the only one who can wake him up now is you. I’ve been calling out to him by his side for so many days and nights, waiting there constantly, but he hasn’t even moved a finger. I don’t know what else I can do to earn a tiny bit of response from him. Maybe it’s really only you who can wake him up. When you’ve recovered slowly, just stay and talk to him. Maybe the outcome will be different!”

Xia Jing knew that the words her son said were true, because she knew what her husband meant to her heart.

She didn’t ask for much now, just to wait until her husband woke up—that would be enough for her. Maybe she really should think it over. If she remained the same as before, how could she walk to the end?

”Child, I know that deep down you still hate me. After all, it was because of me that your father is like this now. How could you not hate me at all? But I can understand. What I did is unforgivable. I’ve hurt you all again and again. Why should I be forgiven repeatedly? You are not Saints; you can’t keep forgiving me endlessly.

Child, don’t worry. No matter what, I will stay by your dad’s side this time. I won’t leave, no matter what. I know you hope Dad will wake up, and how much I wish the same. But some things really can’t be forced. Just like you said, if he can wake up now, I am willing to stay here and never leave him again this lifetime. But I don’t ask for much, I just hope to receive his most sincere affection for me.

If I really can wake him up this time, then believe me, I will never leave him again in my life. I am human too, I also have deep feelings that I yearn for. I hope to stay by his side, I just want to have what I desire.”

”Since you’ve said so much, I will trust you once more. But remember what you said today. No matter what, you must stay by his side. If you think about leaving him and abandoning our family like before, do you think I will still be here by your side caring for you? Absolutely not. Although I’ve let go of the hatred for being abandoned before, it doesn’t mean I can keep forgiving you for hurting my family. I’m human too. It pains me to see my family hurt, to see them turn on each other. This is also a blow to me. You always only consider your immediate interests, forgetting what you should really be doing to give a proper reason to your family in this lifetime.”

”Child, believe me. This time I will rectify my wrongs, and I absolutely won’t do the things I did before. If you’re willing to trust me, I can give up everything. I’ve really come to realize now. He’s lying there, and I’ve already woken up. Do you know how painful that is for a couple who has been together for decades? I want him to live a happy and joyful life too!”

Zhang Yichen knew that this time his mom wasn’t lying, because his father still held a place in her heart. Just as if his father really left this world one day, how could his mother’s heart not ache? He also wanted to live a peaceful life.

Have all the harsh words I’ve endured been just to hope that my family could be safe together? Isn’t it just to hope that my mother stays by my father’s side, giving him a chance to live? If so, why should I keep being as relentless as before? If that was the case, how could they live happily?

As long as my father can come back to life, as long as my mother doesn’t act as she used to, doing whatever she pleased, then I won’t hate them even if they abandon me again. But if they really can’t stay by my side, I can’t forgive that blow to my heart. I truly hope they can live safely and happily. As their child, if my family can be happy, isn’t that happiness too?

”Mom, I hope you engrave all the words you said today in your heart. I will never forget what you said today. But consider this, since you’ve made this decision today, it means you’ve no chance to change it for the rest of your life. If you regret it later, I will have no mercy. Everything I do is just to hope everyone can be happy. If you keep using your family as disposable tools, exploiting them time and time again, then I won’t hesitate to shut you out forever!

Since you’ve decided to make amends, take good care of yourself. The most important thing now is for you to heal properly and to stay by Dad’s side. Talk to him more every day; see if you can wake him up. I believe you can bring a miracle, because deep inside him, there’s only room for you. He has never cared what he truly wanted inside; all he’s ever wanted is you. Yet you chose to hurt him over and over, using his love for you as a tool for exploitation!”