My Alleged Husband

Chapter 1064: Chapter 917: Begging for Forgiveness

”Don’t worry, every word I say to you today, I will fulfill my promises. I’m no longer the person who only talks and doesn’t act. I want to prove with my actions that every decision I make is correct. I want everyone to believe that I truly recognize my mistakes. I want others to see how I transform from a life of mistakes to a life of righteousness. I once went astray, but now I want to return to the right path. I hope my return will make you realize that I am not someone who only knows how to err without knowing how to repent. I just hope my family can understand me a little more, even if just a tiny bit.”

I decided to think about your grandfather, kneel and beg for his forgiveness. Ultimately, we chose to leave this family without looking back, and it hurt him. We must thoroughly explain it to him, so he doesn’t keep misunderstanding us. Being misunderstood is really unpleasant, especially when something isn’t truly related to oneself, and one hasn’t actually made a mistake, yet still repeatedly gets blamed by others for this error. No one wishes to indefinitely take the fall for others. No one wants to be eternally scolded by others as the one in the wrong. Everyone wants to live rightly in this world and receive care and love from their families. Who doesn’t want to live a lifetime full of laughter and happiness in this world? Who is willing to look at everyone else in this world in pain and suffering?

After listening to what you said to us, I now feel I must reflect well on what has become of the things I once did. I turned this family into an unusual state. I never thought this was my most desired answer. I just hoped to have a relaxed and happy life all my life. But I committed the gravest mistakes repeatedly, leaving everyone with no way to forgive me. I truly regret having let such a life exist in my world. I hope to be happy and joyful, yet they have suffered endless heartaches and pains. I am deeply disappointed when it happens. Who knows that I once thought as long as I could be happy and joyous, what did it matter to me if others were in unbearable pain? I didn’t care about others’ lives and deaths, only about my own interests.

When I found that everything contradicted my imagination one day, I realized that every decision I made was wrong, and my thoughts were flawed, causing me to stray further and further. But when I couldn’t find my way back by turning around, my heart only then truly panicked. I didn’t know what mentality to adopt to return to the original path. I tried to grab others to help save me, but who wants to grab a drowning person? Clearly, they can live, so why give up their life to save someone else?

Alright, I won’t discuss it with you now. I need to go back to find your grandfather and explain everything clearly, hoping I can still be part of the family when you return!”

Xia Jing, after saying this, left the hospital with her husband. He should go back to find his father and earnestly admit his wrongs, explaining everything he has done in the past. His son should have his own life to lead. Seeing his son here taking care of his wife isn’t easy for him as a mother. If it weren’t for his return making everything so bewildered, they wouldn’t be in this shape now. Perhaps every decision he made was ultimately wrong? Has his return caused everyone in the family to lose their original plans effectively? If so, what is the purpose of his existence in this world? Perhaps once he leaves on Thursday morning, his family may finally live happily ever after?

After Xia Jing and Zhang Zhentian returned home and saw Old Master Zhang, they said to him, ”Dad, I’m sorry. It was our recklessness that caused all this to happen. I truly regret my past actions. If I hadn’t insisted on leaving home back then and abandoning you, perhaps none of this would have happened. I sincerely regret it, and I hope to gain your forgiveness here today!”

”How many times have you made mistakes and claimed to have learned, yet only seeking our forgiveness? But after forgiving you repeatedly, how did you treat every member of the family? I truly cannot believe a single word you say now. Maybe everything you say is just a lie. Who knows what shocking secrets are hidden behind these lies? If you still desire to remain in this family, I advise you to leave as soon as possible. Let go of this idea and stop inflicting harm on the family, will you? Just treat it as if this old fool is begging you!”

Upon hearing Old Master Zhang’s words, Zhang Zhentian knelt down before his father with a thud.

Old Master Zhang didn’t understand what show his son and daughter-in-law were playing today. Why do they have to act this tragedy before him again? Haven’t the past melodramas been enough? They have been deceived time and time again, most importantly causing ongoing harm to their family.

”What are you trying to do today? You once knelt before me begging forgiveness, softening my heart, and I recklessly forgave you. I gave you a chance, yet how did you repay me? The house has become a complete mess. Do you still find it amusing to pretend here? I don’t want you in front of me now. Even if you kneel for life here, I won’t believe a word you say. In my eyes, you will always have a lying nature that won’t change, like an ingrained habit. Be careful, don’t think of creatively causing harm to every family member again. You should have your own life, and the family deserves theirs, a happy and joyful life, no longer being harmed again due to you. It’s not worth it!”