My Alleged Husband

Chapter 1062: Chapter 915 Peaceful

After Zhang Yichen heard what her mother said, she didn’t know what decision to make. She understood that her mother’s words were for her own good. During this time that they returned, many unpleasant events indeed happened in the family, and everything was related to them. When she felt time and again that there was no way to resolve everything, deep down she was also confused and scared, constantly thinking about how she should clean up this mess. She was afraid, afraid of facing the repeated disruptions from her parents, the repeated harm and unimaginable pain they caused to the family. She genuinely didn’t know what choice would be the correct solution.

But if she truly had to harden her heart and drive her parents out of the house, she just couldn’t do it anymore. If it was a few years ago, she might have been ruthless and hard-hearted enough to do such a thing. At that moment, they had never explained all the misunderstandings to her clearly. She was still misunderstanding them. Every decision she made wasn’t for them. But now, all the misunderstandings had been cleared up one by one. If she made such a decision as she might have years ago, she didn’t know how the world would view her as a son.

Perhaps she really should think of a way to satisfy both sides, to make sure no one in the family would feel sad or disappointed because of their presence, and no conflicts or arguments would arise because of them. When all of this exists in the world, deep down she truly felt pain and confusion. Yet, when everything appeared in her mind, she truly wondered how to make it all seem like it never happened.

But now everything has become like this, if she only thought of avoiding and didn’t think of solutions and strategies to prevent these things from happening again, who knows what might happen to her in this world. When everything becomes the ending she least wants to see in her lifetime, maybe everything has already become a fleeting cloud. Perhaps, as people say, she is cold and heartless, but hasn’t she always hoped her family could stay with her? She’s missed out on family companionship for over twenty years. Despite having her grandfather with her since she was born, life still felt lonely, a loneliness from the depths of her soul.

She felt that without her parents, she didn’t know what to do. Perhaps everything she did was wrong, but she still couldn’t help but do it.

”Dad and Mom, I hope you will not say these things in the future. No matter what, since I chose to forgive you, we are already a family. If we keep distinguishing between you and me, right and wrong, then what kind of family are we? Family members should accommodate each other, understand one another, take care, and care for each other. If it were just to have you back to cope with Grandpa, I wouldn’t have done it. You also know that during this period, Grandpa’s health has improved, but there are also worsening conditions. You should understand the reasons behind all this. Your return has lifted his spirits, and his condition improved. But if you do things in the house that cause him to worry, it will only make things worse for Grandpa. I don’t want my grandfather to suffer any harm under such circumstances.

Perhaps you think that as your son, for me to say such things to you, is somewhat heartless and ruthless. But when faced with choices between you and Grandpa, I will choose my Grandpa, because I am more aware than anyone of how tough these years have been for him. He gave me all his love. I hope you can sincerely repay him, as atonement for all these years of neglect towards me, can you do that? I don’t know exactly what you think about this deep down, but I hope you can sincerely consider everything I am saying. Each question implies what kind of life I will face in the future. I hope you will sincerely think about how you should face my Grandpa in the future.

I really can’t accept a chaotic scene in this house. I don’t want the house to be in disarray every day. That feeling is terrible for me. I hope everyone in the family can live genuinely. Even if during conversations with others you sometimes tell a lie, I hope it is a benevolent lie. I hope that in the end, you will reveal all lies and not hold onto any lucky thoughts.

Deception will always be deception. Don’t take it as natural, and don’t think others deserve to be deceived by you. Others believe your lies not because they are foolish, but because they have given you all their trust. When others discover every word you say is a lie, all trust disappears like smoke. Building trust is extremely difficult. I hope you can understand this principle, and in the future, don’t casually do things that make everyone in the family sad. Live well, follow your own pace, and abide by every family rule, so you will not have a day of being abandoned.

I wish for a peaceful living at home in the future and don’t want life’s painfulness to continue like it is now. I’ve suffered through miserable living for over twenty years. I don’t want to endure it any longer. If you came back just to make me continue experiencing such a painful life, then perhaps you don’t need to come back anymore. Even saying such words, I couldn’t believe myself, but I have finally said it. Although my heart ached heavily at that moment, I still hope you can carefully consider your future behaviors.

I don’t want to say more to you today. I want to stay here and accompany my wife. If there is nothing urgent, please hurry back. Grandpa is still at home, and I am worried about him being home alone. You should go back and accompany him, speak kindly, and he will not pursue responsibilities too much...”