My Alleged Husband

Chapter 1387: Chapter 1208: That Moment_2

Ran Zhihan at this moment realized how exhausted he was living, no matter what he did or said, his husband never treated him well. He truly didn’t want much, just to live the peaceful life he desired, but in the end, this is what it amounted to. Why does nothing ever turn out the way he imagined?

”Yichen, maybe this is the last time I’ll call you this way in my life. I know, perhaps in your mind, I don’t deserve such an affectionate address. I also understand that all these years you’ve genuinely loved me, but all your love for me turned into bubbles because of Chen Gang’s appearance. I can’t believe that all our affection over the years was just fleeting clouds, I can’t believe everything was just an illusion. No matter how I try to salvage it, I can never bring back the heart that no longer loves me. Perhaps you think leaving me is the best punishment for me, but do you know? The real punishment isn’t cutting off all my financial paths, but losing the happiest marriage I ever had.

I have no money, yet I can earn it gradually through my skills. I can use my hands to ensure a life free from worry, but I can’t lose my happy marriage. Today’s situation is entirely the result of my own actions. I don’t blame anyone, and I hope you don’t blame others for interfering.

Everything between us shouldn’t be a mistake. Perhaps I never should have approached you with a hopeful mindset from the beginning. If I hadn’t forced myself to find you, if I hadn’t found you, none of this would be as troublesome as it is now, and you wouldn’t be living such a painful life. Because of me, you led a life filled with both happiness and pain. I know perhaps all these years I’ve never given you happiness, maybe being with me has always felt like a kind of suffering, but I am the happiest person because I had you always holding me, you always used your strong arms to shelter me from the storms, thank you for all you’ve done for me over the years!”

Zhang Yichen didn’t say anything, and Ran Zhihan turned and left.

Zhang Yichen watched his wife’s departing figure, his heart unable to describe the feelings within. In the end, he still took this path!

Ran Zhihan returned to the bedroom and cried on the bed for a long, long time.

After crying enough, she got up and left a letter for Zhang Yichen: My dear husband, please don’t stay angry with me, I don’t know what kind of woman would make you so upset, much less that I am not a good wife nor a good mother, my actions have deeply hurt you.

But do you know, all these years, my feelings for you have been genuine. I never thought of betraying you, this family, nor the vows between us.

People’s plans cannot compare with those of fate. I never imagined Chen Gang would return one day, appearing in my life, let alone that his appearance would cause such a turmoil between us. I cannot explain everything; I cannot prove what this is all about. I know that now, no matter what I say, you won’t believe me, but at least please believe me this last time, every word I say to you is true. Many times, I chose to hide the truth only for the sake of our relationship, I didn’t want our relationship to become so complicated. I didn’t want you to be completely heartbroken and give up on me because of my concealments, I can’t bear it.

A woman’s lifetime significance is her family, after having children, what she cares about most is her son, don’t you know he’s been exhausting himself all his life? I don’t regret working hard for you these years, I know you gave me a temporary worry-free life, but this is not the life I want. What I want is just for you to be by my side, even if life is simple and plain every day, it’s enough for me because the man I love most is always with me. I don’t regret all the foolish things I did in this life, nor do I regret being so resolute with you, because you gave me the best life, we have such a lovely son, how could I be so ungrateful?