Mine Alone: A Yandere's Devotion

The Gate up close was nothing like the broadcasts made it look.

On screen it was dramatic. Cinematic, even — that churning violet tear in the sky, the way light bent wrong around its edges, the deep subsonic hum that cameras somehow never captured accurately. News channels had been running b-roll of Gates for the past six hours like they were natural disasters worth admiring from a distance.

Up close it was just wrong.

Wrong the way a wound is wrong. Wrong the way your brain registers something broken before your eyes finish processing it. The air around the Gate’s base smelled like ozone and copper and something older than both, and the ground within twenty meters of it had developed a fine network of cracks that glowed faintly violet at the edges, like the earth itself was being slowly split at the seams.

A temporary barrier had been erected around the perimeter. Hunter Association personnel in yellow vests managed the checkpoint, scanning credentials, turning people away. A board near the entrance listed the Gate’s assessed rating.

[GATE CLASS: D]

[RECOMMENDED HUNTER RANK: D or above]

[CURRENT CLEARANCE STATUS: OPEN — REGISTERED HUNTERS ONLY]

Dillan stood at the barrier and looked at the board for a long moment.

D or above.

He looked down at his panel.

F-minus.

He looked back at the board.

Technically, he thought, F-minus is still a letter.

”Sir.” The checkpoint officer was a broad woman with tired eyes and the specific expression of someone who had been arguing with people all day. ”Credentials.”

Dillan held up his panel.

She looked at it.

She looked at him.

She looked at the panel again with the focused attention of someone who genuinely wasn’t sure what they were seeing.

”F-minus,” she said.

”That’s me.”

”Sir, the minimum recommended rank for this Gate is D.”

”Recommended,” Dillan said. ”Not required.”

A pause. ”Sir—”

”Is there a law that says I can’t enter?”

Another pause. Longer this time. She turned to the officer beside her, who shrugged in a way that clearly communicated don’t look at me, I just work here.

The Hunter Association had moved fast in the six hours since the Gates appeared — faster than most governments — but fast didn’t mean thorough. The registration protocols were new. The liability frameworks were new. The specific question of whether an F-minus ranked individual had the legal right to enter a D-class Gate on their own recognizance had not, as of 2:17 PM on the first day of the new world, been formally addressed in writing.

Dillan had banked on exactly that gap.

The officer scanned his panel with a reader that beeped in what sounded like confusion. She printed a liability waiver on a portable unit, handed it across with a pen, and looked at him with the eyes of a woman absolving herself of all future responsibility.

”Sign here. And here. And initial here where it says voluntary entry against recommendation.”

Dillan signed. He initialed. He handed it back.

”Next of kin?” she asked.

He thought about it. ”Nobody who’d answer the phone.”

She stapled the waiver to a clipboard without expression. ”Gate rules: no support outside the threshold, no extraction assistance for non-guild entrants, and the system auto-ejects at ten percent vitality.” She pointed at his chest. ”You feel a hard pull backward, don’t fight it. That’s the safety mechanism dragging you out.”

”Got it.”

”If you die in there, the Association is not liable.”

”You really sell this experience.”

She did not smile. She pressed a button. The barrier section in front of him slid aside.

Dillan walked toward the Gate.

The threshold was a membrane.

That was the only word for it. Up close the Gate’s opening wasn’t a hole so much as a surface — a shimmering, pressure-heavy wall of displaced reality that you had to push through rather than step through. Like walking into water that had forgotten how to be wet.

He pushed.

The world inverted for exactly one second — cold, dark, the sensation of falling sideways — and then it resolved, and he was inside.

The Gate interior looked nothing like Earth.

It looked like Earth’s nightmare.

The sky was the wrong color — deep amber shot through with black veins, like a bruise lit from behind. The ground was grey stone, cracked and uneven, covered in a low phosphorescent moss that pulsed faintly with each step he took near it. Structures rose in the middle distance — collapsed, ancient, alien in their geometry, wrong angles and impossible heights that his eyes kept sliding off.

And the monsters.

Two of them, maybe thirty meters ahead, currently occupied with something dead on the ground between them. They were roughly humanoid — roughly, the way a sketch is roughly a person. Taller than they should be. Too many joints in the wrong places. Their skin was the same grey as the stone, and their eyes, when one turned and registered his presence, were flat and amber and entirely without recognition.

It looked at him the way something looks at food.

Okay, Dillan thought, with the crystalline clarity of a man whose body had just flooded with adrenaline and whose brain had quietly noted that he had no weapon, no combat training, no guild support, and an F-minus rank in a world that had existed for approximately six hours. Okay. So. Here we are.

The monster took a step toward him.

Something in his chest moved.

Not fear — he was absolutely afraid, his hands were shaking, his heartbeat was doing something architectural and wrong — but beneath the fear, that pull again. That hook. That hunger from the bench outside the registration center, now awake and oriented, pointed directly at the thing walking toward him like an arrow finding north.

His panel flickered open without him touching it.

[ABILITY DETECTED: TARGET IN RANGE]

[INITIATING: ???]

[ERROR — ABILITY UNCLASSIFIED]

[PROCEEDING WITH UNKNOWN PARAMETERS]

What, Dillan had exactly enough time to think.

The monster lunged.

He moved — not well, not trained, pure instinct throwing him sideways as claws the length of his forearm raked the air where his throat had been. He hit the stone ground hard, shoulder first, pain flaring white and immediate. The monster turned, reoriented, and came again.

Dillan scrambled upright.

His hand hit the glowing moss as he pushed off the ground.

And the moment his skin touched it, something happened.

It was like swallowing lightning. A rush that started in his palm and moved up his arm and into his chest in under a second — not painful, not quite, more like the feeling of a word on the tip of your tongue suddenly resolving into something real. His panel exploded with text he couldn’t read fast enough, cascading lines of system notification scrolling too fast to parse, and the hunger in his chest went from a simmer to a roar.

The monster reached him.

He grabbed its outstretched arm without deciding to.

Contact.

The rush doubled. Tripled. The creature made a sound — wrong, broken, like a recording played backward — and Dillan felt something pull out of it and into him the way you pull thread from a spool. Essence. That was the word that arrived fully formed in his mind without explanation. Essence. The raw material of what the monster was, what it carried, what it had accumulated in whatever nightmare dimension it called home.

His body took it. Absorbed it. Wanted more.

The monster collapsed.

Not killed — dissolved. Like it had been run through a filter and what remained was just the husk, the shape, the shell that the essence had previously occupied. It hit the ground and crumbled at the edges like old paper.

The second monster turned from the corpse on the ground and stared at Dillan.

Dillan looked at his hand.

His panel had stopped scrolling. One line remained, steady and clear.

[DEVOUR — PASSIVE ACTIVATED]

[ESSENCE ABSORBED: 1]

[CURRENT CAPACITY: UNREGISTERED]

[WARNING: ABILITY CANNOT BE CLASSIFIED. SYSTEM ASSESSMENT SUSPENDED.]

He looked up at the second monster.

It took a step back.

Interesting, Dillan thought, the hunger still roaring in his chest, his hand still tingling, the adrenaline and something deeper and stranger moving through him like a current. It’s scared.

He took a step forward.

It ran.

He didn’t chase it. He stood in the amber-skied nightmare landscape of a D-class Gate on the first day the world ended and breathed slowly until his hands stopped shaking.

Then he looked at his panel again.

[DEVOUR — PASSIVE ACTIVATED]

F-minus, he thought.

Sure.

He cleared the Gate in forty minutes.

No weapons. No guild. No training. Just a passive ability the system refused to name and a hunger that grew quieter with each thing it consumed but never went fully silent.

When he stepped back through the membrane into grey Seoul daylight, the checkpoint officer was still at her station. She looked up. Looked at him — rumpled, dusty, a tear in his jacket sleeve, entirely alive — and then looked at her clipboard.

”You’re back,” she said.

”I’m back.”

”Any casualties?”

”Not mine.”

She made a note. ”Gate status?”

His panel chimed softly.

[GATE CLEARED — SOLO]

[HUNTER: DILLAN RUREN]

[RANK ON FILE: F—]

[ACTUAL PERFORMANCE ASSESSMENT: — — —]

[ERROR: INSUFFICIENT DATA FOR CLASSIFICATION]

He showed her the panel without comment.

She stared at it for a long time.

”Have a good evening,” Dillan said, and walked past her into the city.

Three blocks away, in a coffee shop with a clear sightline to the Gate checkpoint, Sera Voss lowered her binoculars.

She’d watched him go in. She’d watched the clock. She’d watched him come back out.

Forty minutes. Solo. D-class. F-minus rank.

Her coffee had gone completely cold.

She picked up her phone and opened the photo she’d taken earlier — him walking toward the Gate alone, hands in his pockets, collar up against the rain, looking like a man with nothing to lose.

She set it as her lock screen.

”Who are you,” she murmured to the photo, her voice soft and wondering and something else underneath, something that hadn’t fully surfaced yet but was already taking root.*

She flagged down the barista for a fresh coffee.

She wasn’t going anywhere.