From American Internet Celebrity to God Among Men

223: Chapter 223 An Unexpected GiftTaylor discovered that ”new thing” on an ordinary night without any special markers.

The system was running as usual, and she was listening as usual. At the seventy-first minute, after a window of silence, a sound she had never heard before appeared in the gift location.

It wasn’t any new material. She checked the gift library—she recognized every sound: fragments of Bach, the chirping of a nightingale, that line from the Korean-American Grandmother, ”I heard it for the first time, and I cried,” Grandma Lupe’s blessing ballad, the minimalist frequency simulations corresponding to the ”sound maps” drawn by the children, and even a recording of her own breathing she had casually entered.

But that segment wasn’t any of them.

It was as if all these materials had been crushed, mixed, and re-condensed by some invisible force—a brand new, never-before-existing sound fragment. It had the sense of order of Bach, the metallic texture of the nightingale, the choked sob in the Korean-American Grandmother’s trailing note, the warmth of the breathing, and the clumsy innocence in the children’s sound maps. But they weren’t just spliced together; they were fused, several completely different qualities of memory finding a common frequency in a single moment.

Taylor froze at her monitoring station, her finger hovering above the pause button, forgetting to press it.

The system continued to run. That fragment only appeared once before being submerged by subsequent gifts. But it had existed. In her system, in that moment when countless parameters collided randomly, several sound materials spanning completely different dimensions had unexpectedly achieved a brief moment of understanding.

She found it and played it on loop over a dozen times. Every time she listened, she was convinced: this wasn’t something she could have designed. This was something the system had learned on its own—learning to listen to the inner texture of different materials, learning to find the hidden, common frequency between them, and learning to use their shared voice to say something new, something that had never been said before.

At breakfast the next day, she told Alex about it.

”Your system is creating,” Alex said quietly after listening. ”It’s not copying your instructions, and it’s not combining your materials. It’s creating. From everything you’ve given it, it has learned what ’Taylor’s voice’ is, and then it used that voice to say something you yourself have never said.”

Taylor looked at the coffee cup in her hand, silent for a long time.

”This is a little... scary,” she finally said, though there was no fear in her tone, only a strange sense of awe. ”I am nurturing something that can grow on its own. I don’t know what it will grow into. I can only continue to give it nourishment, then watch it and listen to it.”

Alex held her hand: ”Isn’t that what you’ve been doing all along? ’delayed light’ was never a fixed piece of music. It is a system that grows, changes, and learns new things on its own. You just didn’t expect it to learn so fast.”

Taylor lowered her head, gripping the coffee cup tighter.

”Then does it... count as my work? Or its own?”

Alex thought for a moment and said, ”Perhaps it’s a joint work between you and it. You gave it the rules and the materials, and it used those rules and materials to explore places you’ve never reached. That is collaboration. You are collaborating with your creation.”

Taylor looked up, gazing at the morning light outside the window, and nodded slowly.

”I like that way of putting it,” she said. ”Then let’s see together what else it will learn.”

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After the Korean-American Grandmother finished her ”Listening Workshop” at the fourth school, something happened that no one had expected.

A third-grade boy who had attended the workshop started a ”Sound Diary” project in his class. He recorded special sounds he heard on his way to school every day, then played them for everyone during the class morning meeting, letting them guess what they were.

The first recording: Swish-swish, ding.

”A plastic bag blown by the wind onto an iron fence!”

”No, that’s someone shaking out a raincoat!”

”It’s leaves sweeping into a trash can!”

The boy revealed the answer: It was the ice cream truck parked at the street corner, and the ice cream man opening the freezer to rummage through the popsicles wrapped in colorful paper.

The whole class burst into laughter. The next day, three other classmates also started recording their own ”Sound Diaries.”

A week later, the homeroom teacher discovered this spontaneous little tradition. She didn’t intervene; she just set aside ten minutes on Friday afternoons to let the ”Sound Diary Group” share the ”treasures” they had collected that week. There were echoes of subway station announcements, the detail of oil sizzling in the pan while Mom fried an egg, a nighttime version of the neighbor’s cat in heat, and that line Dad muttered after waking himself up from snoring: ”Hmm... what time is it?”

The teacher quietly recorded these shares and sent them to the Community Soundscape Project team. She wrote in the email:

”I don’t know if this counts as an achievement of your project. But I have seen those children begin to listen to the world in earnest. They no longer just walk with their heads down looking at their phones; they will suddenly stop, raise their index fingers, and say, ’Shh, listen, this sound wasn’t there yesterday.’ I don’t know how long this will last, but at least for this week, they have learned to listen.”

The project team held a meeting to discuss this. Some suggested intervening to help the children design a more systematic recording method. Others suggested collaborating with the school to develop this ”Sound Diary” into an official elective class.

Finally, the Korean-American Grandmother spoke. She said slowly through an Interpreter:

”Let them play on their own. Do not turn it into homework. They will forget homework, but they will remember what they learn through play.”

The project team adopted her suggestion. They simply and quietly sent the boy a set of simple recording equipment, without including any user manual. Inside the equipment box, they placed a handwritten note:

”Keep listening. Keep sharing. We are listening to you, too.”

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Team K’s ”Century Drift” data sparked a deeper discussion than expected.

Initially, it was just on a technical level: How to confirm that the drift was a characteristic of the beacon itself, rather than some unmodeled cosmic environmental factor? How many years of continuous observation were needed to rule out periodic interference? How to quantify the confidence interval of the data fitting?

But as the discussion deepened, a more fundamental question emerged:

If this signal is indeed aging on a scale of ten thousand years, what should our generation prepare for the researchers a hundred years from now?

Not data—data will be saved automatically. Not equipment—equipment will be updated and replaced.

It is context. It is perception. It is those things that cannot be digitized, about ”what this signal is in our hearts.”

A young astronomer in the discussion group wrote a long message:

”A hundred years from now, the people who take over this project will see all the data we recorded. But they won’t know that when we first confirmed this drift, it was 3:17 AM, it was raining outside, the data analyst called everyone to his screen to look at the fitting line, and we stood there for a long time, no one saying a word. They won’t know that someone made coffee that day but no one drank it, and it went cold. They won’t know that thing we felt at that moment—not excitement, but a very strange sense of calm, like confirming that a neighbor is indeed slowly growing old.”

This message was forwarded over a dozen times.

Finally, the project lead made a decision: in addition to the regular scientific data archiving, a parallel ”Human Observation Log” would be established for the project. Everyone who participated in the core data analysis would write an informal, personal-perspective record each year: In this year, what changes has this signal undergone in your perception? What changes have there been in your understanding of it? When you think of it, what images, emotions, and associations appear in your mind?

These logs would not be published publicly, nor used for scientific analysis, but would only serve as a ”letter to future peers,” sealed in the deepest part of the project archives. The envelope would read: Open in 2150.

The project lead wrote: ”If they open these letters in a hundred years, they might laugh at us for being too emotional and unprofessional. Or, they might recognize something in these words that they themselves are experiencing. Regardless, this is the only thing we can be sure to leave them now, something that data cannot provide—that we once felt it this way.”

After reading this, Alex closed all the materials sent by Team K, leaned back in his chair, and sat for a long time with his eyes closed.

He thought of the ”unexpectedly born gift” in Taylor’s system. He thought of the ”Sound Diary” started by the third-grade boy. He thought of the Korean-American Grandmother’s line, ”Do not turn it into homework.” He thought of this ”Human Observation Log” to be sealed for one hundred and twenty-five years.

All of these were the same thing: an attempt to pass on, in some way, what cannot be passed on.

Data will become obsolete, equipment will be replaced, and theories will be overturned. But that week a child learned to listen to the world, the silence of a group of people standing in front of a screen at 3:00 AM, a new sentence a system accidentally learned to say—these will not.

They do not belong to ”knowledge.” They belong to ”memory.” And memory is the only thing that can allow people a hundred years from now to recognize, ”Oh, so they were just like us.”

In the evening, Taylor was organizing the newly appeared ”unexpected gifts” in the studio. She had already accumulated seven segments, each a wonderful fusion of different materials. She gave them a name: ”The System’s Dreams.”

Alex walked in and stood behind her, watching for a while. The waveforms on the screen rose and fell, like a group of strangers whispering.

”You seem to have been thinking about a lot of things today.” Taylor didn’t turn around, but she could feel his state.

Alex briefly recounted the matter of Team K’s ”Human Observation Log.”

After listening, Taylor stopped her work and turned to look at him.

”Then did you write it? Your part?”

Alex shook his head: ”I just found out about it. I haven’t started thinking about what to write yet.”

”Then think about it now,” Taylor said. ”If someone opens your letter in one hundred and twenty-five years, what do you want them to read?”

Alex looked at the ”System’s Dreams” on the screen, silent for a long time.

Finally, he said: ”Maybe I’ll just write—the day we first confirmed it was aging, I thought I would be excited. But actually, I wasn’t. I just stood by the window for a long time, thinking that it has been running like this for tens of thousands of years, and we have only just learned to recognize the way it breathes. It may never know we are listening. But we have decided to keep listening anyway.”

Taylor didn’t speak. She set those ”System’s Dreams” to loop, the sound very soft, like a group of distant people telling stories in a strange language, stories that no one could fully understand, but that everyone was willing to keep listening to.

The city outside the window also quieted down, leaving only the slight rustle of the night wind occasionally brushing against the window lattice, and the faint, distant sound of a siren that couldn’t be distinguished as either a fire truck or an ambulance—long-short, long-short, long-short, long-short, the exact same rhythm as when the Korean-American Grandmother first heard it forty years ago.