My Alleged Husband

Chapter 822: Chapter 770: Kneeling for Forgiveness (Long Chapter)_8

Over the years, we have always lived in our own pain, tormenting ourselves time and again in our dreams. Every time I hear the cries of children, I think of my own child, so small and pitiful. Why did I do such a thing, to abandon him? All the faults lie on me. If you really can’t forgive us, we are willing to leave this home forever and never set foot in it again. But we really do not want to leave like we did in the past. Leaving brings nothing but painful memories to everyone; no one lives happily. Do we really want to let this family break apart again like before?

It is not easy to build a family and even harder to maintain its harmony and happiness. We did not know what kind of life we wanted before or even what we did wrong. We have reflected time and again, wondering what kind of outcomes we should have had to arrive at the correct conclusions. But now we truly understand that as long as everyone can forgive us, as long as we can live happily, I am willing to give up everything. I can abandon all my wealth outside just to return to this home, to be by your side and take care of you and our family. For me, that would be the happiest thing in the world. Father, I beg you, let us come back, please don’t drive us out of the home again!”

”Then, tell us, when you left this home originally, what did you say? You said whether you would ever set foot in this house again, whether you still had any relations with the Zhang Family? Tell me now!”

Zhang Zhentian knew that his father was truly furious this time. Perhaps only by laying all his feelings bare could he return to this home. Isn’t this all his own doing? Who else can he blame now?

”Dad, when I left home originally, I said that once I stepped out of the Zhang Family’s door, I could never return in my lifetime. At the moment I turned to leave, you said behind me, if I dared to step out of the Zhang Family’s door, I would never again be a member of the Zhang Family. But still I resolutely walked out, proving I could never return to this home. At that moment, I chose to sever all ties, even thinking of breaking off our father-son relationship. But I truly couldn’t bear it. I couldn’t bear to see the disappointment in your eyes, which was a thorn in my heart. I watched how sad and upset you were, yet I still chose to leave, bringing only hurt to my parents and never any compensation. I truly didn’t understand why I did such heartless things then, over and over putting my father in that position. Now I understand, I can’t be without you, having you with me is the happiest thing. I know I was wrong and if given another chance, I would never do or say those things. I would shamelessly beg you not to cast me out, not to say those heartless words.”

”So you do remember what you said back then. Since I let you walk out the door then, do you think it’s appropriate for you to come back now? But I still choose to forgive you, because forgiving you is the only way for you to understand the torment in your heart. I want you to live in torment always, to make up to your child. There might not be many years left for me in this world, but I want your child to know and live in the meticulous care provided by his parents, only if she lives happily can I truly find peace as a grandfather!”

”Dad, as long as you allow us to return to this home, whatever you do, we will gladly accept. We know that some things can never change their endings, but if you let us come back, we truly believe we can sincerely change our ways. As long as we genuinely change our actions, you can truly forgive us from your heart. I don’t want to wander and drift outside anymore.