My Alleged Husband

Chapter 813: Chapter 769: Lesson_2

This one point, in this lifetime, nothing will ever change!

I’ve waited for so many years, painstakingly waiting for you. Finally, my suffering turned to joy; I’ve won your heart, and I alone possess it. I’ve waited for you to willingly stay by my side, not because of anything else, nor because I forced you to stay. Now, I still want to ask you once more, and I hope you can answer me honestly, not just to satisfy me or to prevent me from feeling sad, so you tell lies to deceive me!”

”You don’t need to say anymore, I know what you want to ask. You’re wondering if I am truly sincere about staying by your side or if I have an ulterior motive. But now, I can tell you openly and boldly that staying by your side is genuinely sincere with no other purpose.

Just like you said, in the past you would have given your life for me, sparing no effort. It is still the same now. The person you love in your heart has always been only me. So why can’t I sacrifice everything for you? I just want you to stay by my side; I want to stay by yours. Isn’t it good for us to be together and dependent on each other? Isn’t it nice for all of us to live a happy life together? Why must we dwell on the past? Dwelling on bygones is not necessarily a good thing, as it only leads to unhappiness for everyone involved!

Zhentian, you should choose to believe in me. After all, we are husband and wife, and through all these years of trials and tribulations, you should know what kind of person I am. I never tell lies, and even if I do, they are white lies. But today, the words I’m speaking are truly from the depths of my heart; not a single word is false. I just want us to live happily together; a happy life is what we all desire. If one always thinks about deceiving others to achieve their own goals, do you think such a life is meaningful? Are you really willing to let me deceive you time and time again for the rest of your life?

In fact, you’re not a fool. How could you possibly be unaware of every single thing I do? You have chosen time and again to cover up for me, to keep things secret. Isn’t it because you want me to realize one day that I am guilty of something deep inside, and thus, to stay with you?

Actually, you have played this chess move well. Although it shows you have ultimately achieved your objective, I won’t expose anything now. Since I have already agreed to stay by your side, I will definitely stay, not for any other reason but because I truly want to be with you now. Having such a loving man by my side, why would I choose to be with others? Why would I choose to hurt you? I’m not that heartless and ruthless person.”

Zhang Zhentian had long been clear in his heart that only his wife could understand this matter like this. How could his wife have so easily chosen to stay by his side if not for this? Seeing all this was just a trap laid out in the depths of his own heart. If only this could have become reality sooner, if only it could represent the state deep inside everyone’s hearts that they truly want, then none of this would have happened. It is always after learning a lesson that one realizes the true value of what they have lost; no one ever considers cherishing what they have until it’s gone!

One always ends up hurting those closest to them again and again, causing them all to leave. Once they have left, one realizes that none of this was ever desired; all one really wanted was to have their nearest and dearest remain by their side. But is it really that easy? Once lost, it is truly lost; no one will choose you because of your loss, nor will anyone pity you because of your painful memories.

”I knew it; the person who understands me best in this world is nobody else but you. You know what I desire the most because you’ve seen firsthand how I have treated you over the years. You’ve personally felt how much I love you. Indeed, I have resorted to unscrupulous means for you; I’ve even come to the point of being willing to give up my own life. If it weren’t for your call, if it weren’t for my semi-conscious ears hearing my father planning to kick you out of the house, leaving you bruised and battered on the street, honestly, I wouldn’t have wished to wake up at all. How much happiness did I see you having in my dreams, how I could hold you and kiss your lips in my dream world, how I could hold you every night... Do you know how blissful that feels? When have you ever given me such joy in real life?