My Alleged Husband

Chapter 1258: Chapter 1087: No Need for Consolation

Do you remember? The words you once said to me, Grandpa, I’ve thought about the things I’ve been through, and I never imagined I would end up like this.

”Grandpa, I know every word you say makes sense, and I also know every word you say is for my own good. I understand even more that everything you do is for the benefit of this family. But he is my biological son; how can I bear to watch him endure such hardship just to prove to his grandparents that he’s a good child? Watching him train every day is extremely painful for me as a mother. He falls again and again, getting hurt all over, but he must hold back his tears and continue training. These things don’t happen just once or twice, and in the eyes of a mother, it’s heart-wrenching pain. No one can understand the love of a mother for her child. Fatherly love and motherly love are different. A father’s love might be selfless, but a mother’s love is selfish. I have to selfishly consider what’s best for my son. I can’t just stand by and watch him jump into the fire pit time and again. I can’t do it. Every time I see him get hurt, my heart aches intensely. I want to rush over and stop his training, but I can’t do that. The country has its laws, and the family has its rules. This is the path he chose; he should bear the consequences himself. Does a child like him have any fault?”

”Child, maybe you still don’t understand. This isn’t a matter of whether there’s a fault or not, but whether this is the right thing to do. Since he chose this path, he must walk it alone. No one can help him, and no one can bear it for him. Everyone takes a different path, so the results they bear are naturally different. Since he chose this path, what reason do you have to regret it?

I know you care for your son. He is my family too. How could I not care for him? But caring is one thing, and some things cannot be violated. Don’t you understand what must be done must be done?

Even though you see your child training so hard and you feel painful, have you thought that one day these trainings will benefit him? He won’t find himself helpless when facing difficulties. He will know the kind of help he needs. This is very beneficial for a child’s growth. You can’t deprive your son of his right to grow just because of a mother’s selfish love.

If you feel you are right, then think carefully about how to resolve these issues peacefully. I don’t know what happened between you and your husband, but no matter what, you should consider things from the perspective of your child, shouldn’t you? The child is already grown up; he knows right from wrong. But if you so easily abandon your child, won’t you feel pain and guilt for the rest of your life?”

”Grandpa, to be honest with you, a classmate from middle school appeared, and my husband has quarreled with me several times because of this. Do you think there is any need for me to continue living with him? I can’t stand it. I can’t bear his constant suspicion toward me. You also know that the most important thing between a husband and wife is mutual trust. Without trust, what’s the point of living together?

I also know that there are things crucial to him, as a man. He has his dignity. But don’t I, as a woman, also have self-respect? Doesn’t my heart hurt too? When he doubts me repeatedly, has he considered how I feel? What I really want isn’t much. It’s enough for me if the family can live happily together, but it seems that to him, this is an extravagant wish. He’s never truly considered what I want, always imposing his ideas on me. Do you think this is fair to me? If I can’t even get fair treatment, why should I continue to work so hard in this family and live with him?

I know people think that because I am from a civilian background, I married him only for his money. But I can honestly say, no matter where I go, I’ve never coveted his wealth. I’ve never cared about how much money he could give me. What matters is whether I can spend my life with a man I love. But in the end, no matter how much I loved him, I found out we couldn’t make it to the end!

Grandpa, do you understand the feeling of being caught between life and death? Do you understand the feeling of being humiliated time and again by your own family? Maybe you haven’t experienced it, but I really can’t bear this blow anymore. No matter how much I love him, I can’t endure a husband who repeatedly insults me and expects me to stay loyal to him for life.”

Old Master Zhang had no idea what his grandson said to provoke his granddaughter-in-law so much. Maybe this wasn’t as simple as it seemed, but why did things have to get so out of control between them? This could have been a minor issue turned into nothing. What is the point of all this incessant arguing?

”As a mother, your primary responsibility is to your son. You should be willing to sacrifice anything for him!

Everyone in this world would sacrifice anything for their children, wouldn’t they? If you could discard all your dignity for your son, how could your husband not care for you? He’s so suspicious of you because he cares too much. He has no sense of security. He fears losing you. Trust between husband and wife is mutual; you respect him, he respects you. If one side betrays the other, conflicts will arise. These are principles you should understand!

Think carefully. If you still believe leaving is the best option, Grandpa won’t stop you. But Grandpa hopes you realize that you have a five-year-old child waiting for you at home. Are you really willing to leave?”

No one would leave the one they love, and they will never forget what they’ve done!