My Alleged Husband

Chapter 1199: Chapter 1029: Never Listened to Explanations, Never Gave a Chance (Part 14)

”Dad!” After a while, Xia Jing finally uttered the word ”Dad” in her life!

”Ah, from now on, you must be well!” Old Master Zhang said earnestly to Xia Jing.

”I understand now, Dad!”

The family was having a joyful time here, while Li Jiayuan said to Xiao Wei on the side, ”I thought we would get married before Zhang Zhentian and my sister, but now it seems impossible. Xiao Wei, when are we getting married?”

”Jiayuan, have you really decided to be with me? I don’t want you to regret it in the future!”

”No regrets!”

”Just like that, your uncle and aunt got together. They feel that they can clearly remember every single thing they’ve done and have never forgotten the mistakes they’ve made.”

”Grandpa, really, after what you and my parents went through, I can understand now. The person he was, he never explained, never gave anyone a chance. He was a person who explained everything but gave no chance. Now, thinking back, my mom and dad were truly excellent. They had the life they deserved, making their lives extraordinary.

I used to deeply misunderstand my mom and dad, always thinking they didn’t want me to be that person in their lives. But gradually, I discovered, is this the result I truly wanted to see? How can I empathize when I haven’t witnessed all those little things from their past? Even if I put myself in their shoes, it’s hard to understand the pain my parents experienced. As their child, I’ve done all I can, and perhaps what I should do is give my parents a remarkable legendary love story!

They’re no longer as young as they used to be. They can’t live carefree lives like before. Now they have their ties, and those ties are me—this family. Everything he does is for each family member’s happiness. How can he be heartless? Who knows how all the paths he walked shaped his life?

He turned himself into this person time and again in his life; he made his life a time others deeply wished not to see. He always hid his inner pain in his heart, never talked about it with anyone. He thought so much about others, was so strong, but ultimately overlooked that I am his son, the person he should care for most. He forgot what a mother should do, the responsibilities a mother should fulfill. He completely forgot all these but dedicated everything to others.

As a mother, she didn’t fulfill all the responsibilities she should have. Perhaps she was truly competent as a leader, but as a mother, she failed, making every family member choose ways to deal with her. But who knows how helpless it was for her as a woman? No mother would willingly leave her child, just as he was then, like I am now.”

Xia Jing felt as if his son understood him now; he was truly touched. He never dared to imagine one day his son could comprehend his actions—even if all those experiences were dust—leaving a deep and indelible pain in his child’s heart. But now, he’s willing to stay here, proving he’s willing to change his previous thoughts for him.

”Yichen, after all these years, for you to have such an awakening, it makes me very happy. All of this is the consequence I’ve brought upon you. How could I blame anyone? Even if you hate me deeply, I can only accept all the harm you’ve caused me here.

I once paid a great deal for my selfish desires, never thinking of the choices and decisions I should have made. Each time I walked this transferring path, I would inadvertently remember the hurt I’ve caused my family. Perhaps there’s no way for me to ever forget.

Sometimes I wonder, even if my family no longer cares about past mistakes, can I truly get past it in my heart? I’ve always made my family suffer because of me. In the past, I felt I had no face to live freely in this world. I always hoped to live happily and joyfully, but am I truly happy? Whenever I’ve reached this point again and again, who understands the pain in the depths of my heart?

For so many years, I’ve longed for this moment every evening. Every night, dreaming about my family, my child. Do you know how deeply I want to burst into tears?

I am not a Saint. I can’t be heartless, indifferent.

Every time I face doubts from those around me, my family is always behind me, never giving up, never leaving me. What I desire in the depth of my heart is precisely such an outcome. Now I’ve obtained all of this, but when I look back, I’ve forgotten it all. I have nothing, and who knows the difficulties I’ve gone through? I never contemplated who I was before, but now I can envision who I will be in the future. I will be a good mom, a good wife, and a good daughter-in-law. I will take good care of everyone in this family. I won’t easily say goodbye to anyone in this house anymore because I understand that’s not true happiness. Leaving my family only brings hurt — why do I always choose different angles to hurt those closest to me?

I once dreamt of striving and fighting for my freedom. Now I no longer fight for my dreams and all ambitions. Now, what I want is only the most genuine heart from each person around me.

All my dreams now are around my family. I just hope this wish can come true, and it becomes my dream—to stay with this family, calmly do what I should do, bear what I should bear, no longer avoiding everything easily. It is no longer me; now, I have my responsibilities, and I should face everything with courage!

You’re right; I’m the person who never explains, never gives chances!