My Alleged Husband

Chapter 1049: Chapter 902 Right and Wrong

”You’re a child, I don’t want to argue with you, but there are some things we all must see clearly, right? You never really understood the twists and turns of right and wrong, so what do you mean by saying this now? What kind of people do you take us for? Perhaps in your eyes, you’ve never really seen us as family.

What exactly do I mean to you? Do you genuinely regard me as family? I’m your grandfather, not your prisoner. When you say these things to interrogate me, have you ever considered that deep inside, I’m suffering and in pain? Have you ever put yourself in my shoes, even just a little? Every word you say might seem casual to you, but for me, it’s like a knife stabbing my heart again and again. Do you understand that kind of pain?

You actually don’t, but when you said these words today, you crossed my bottom line. You might not feel anything inside when you say them, but to me, they bring the deepest pain in my heart.

This isn’t about criticizing you, my child. But when you said those words, did you truly consider the perspective of your loved ones? Your father is standing right here. Do you think he feels happy hearing his son talk about his own father like that? Wouldn’t he have at least a little bit of resentment? You’re a good kid, you’re growing up, and you need to take responsibility for the things you say and do.

I hope you’ll take responsibility for every word you say and every action you take today. Don’t tell me you don’t know the full extent of things. When you use these matters to defy me, you’ve already thought about the outcome. You’re a child; you can be willful, indulged, unreasonable, but it doesn’t mean others will forgive you. That’s what you taught me. Maybe the mistakes I made are unforgivable in the eyes of everyone in the family, but I’ve tried hard to stay close to my family. This might be easy for you. Your parents have never left you, but for me, it’s very difficult. I’ve been separated from my mother since childhood, raised by my father. I have deep gratitude towards him. You may think I’m ungrateful, but I’m not. I’ve done a lot for my father, and I hope to contribute to the family, to help in times of trouble.

But does everyone in this family really need me so much? Has anyone truly considered my feelings in everything they do? As I’ve continued on, who has thought about how difficult it’s been for me? Never just view others as wrong; remember how your own path has been, and think about how others have walked theirs. The steps others take might be more challenging than your own. Why look down on others and distrust them?

”Grandfather, from your words, it sounds like I’m just causing trouble irrationally, deliberately trying to make things difficult for you, creating problems on purpose, right? Have you ever thought about what led me to speak out so early? Have you considered the reasons why I’ve come to this point, time and again? Does it really have nothing to do with you?

I admit, when I say these things, my father and at school might feel uncomfortable, but every word I say is the truth.

There might be things that, from your perspective, feel unpleasant, unhappy, or unsatisfying!

But today, there are some things I must clarify. If I don’t, there’s no way I can be happy or content deep down. Think about everything I’ve done over the years, every decision in your eyes; what do they mean to you? Have you ever truly considered things from my perspective, even just a little? You’re adults, and what about me? I’m just a fool thinking everything I do can be forgiven, that whatever you do, no matter how grave the mistake, because you’re family, I should still choose to forgive. What does it get me in the end? It’s just the repeated, intensified harm against me.”

”Perhaps in your eyes, I’m an unforgivable villain. Every decision I make might seem wrong to you, but has anyone considered how painful and helpless I’ve felt through everything I’ve endured?

As you said, when you needed me the most, I wasn’t there for you, but who was by my side when I needed help the most? It was my wife who gave me warmth, even if she was insincere, at least she stayed with me all these years. How could I be heartless enough to hurt her, to abandon her? I can’t do it. We all have flesh and blood. Am I really that heartless to watch my wife tire for me everywhere while I remain unmoved and enjoy all she does for me?

Everything I do might not be understood by any of you, nor get any sincere blessings. But do you know? It was my wife who, during my most difficult and painful times, stuck by my side, giving me hope, even if she eventually tortures me in other ways. In my eyes, she always remains the person who has weathered the storms with me. No matter what excessive actions she might take in the future, I won’t blame her. Even if one day she leaves me for someone else, I will still choose to bless her. My greatest love for her is that regardless of what she does, I’ll always stay by her side. When she needs me the most, I’ll be there first. I’ll give her the greatest comfort, the greatest encouragement, even if the one she needs the most isn’t me. I’m still willing to go this far for her, because deep down, she’s the only woman I care about!”