My Alleged Husband

Chapter 1025: Chapter 893: Own Memories_6

I don’t know where Xia Jing is, and my heart is burning with anxiety. I desperately want to find Xia Jing soon, longing day and night to be reunited with her. He silently thought in his heart, ”Xia Jing, could you tell me where you are? I ask for nothing else, just to meet you once. Is that really so difficult?”

At that time, my heart was in distress. I realize now that I made a mistake, but the damage is done. I feel as if I’ve already faced punishment, but why does Xia Jing know that I miss her so much, yet she refuses to appear? I opened the window and shouted to the sky with a heart-wrenching cry, ”Heavens, why do you treat me this way? If I have hurt Xia Jing and deserve punishment, I have already received it. So why are you helping Xia Jing hide from me? Why? Is it only when you see both Xia Jing and I suffering that you’re satisfied? Just let me meet Xia Jing once, is it too much to ask? Ah...”

After shouting, with tear-filled eyes, I turned around, and then sounds came from the sky.

Rumble... Rumble...

Thunder roared through the sky, shaking the heavens. Startled by the sudden thunder, I wondered if I had angered the heavens, causing its wrath. But little did I know, the heavens also have eyes, seeing all things in the world, yet remaining silent while knowing everything.

I picked up my phone and opened the contact list, noticing Xia Jing’s number pinned at the top. It stirred countless emotions within me, realizing that Xia Jing also treated our relationship so earnestly. I wondered if Xia Jing would have stayed with me if I hadn’t said words that hurt her back then.

I never regretted what I’ve done, but now, indeed, I regret because I love Xia Jing and fear losing her.

I sent Xia Jing a message, ”Dear Xia Jing, where are you? I heard from Dad that you went to the UK. After you arrived, I followed soon after. But I don’t know where you are, nor do I know which corner of the UK to search for you. Yet I can feel you’re nearby. I long to reunite with you, hope you’ll come home with me, wish you’ll come out to meet me. I wait to hold your hand and explore the ends of the earth together. Xia Jing, I truly love you. I don’t know if you’ll see this message, but I hope if you do, you’ll give me a chance to meet you and a chance to explain. Okay? I, Zhang Zhentian, ask for nothing else, just for you to come out.”

I sent the message to Xia Jing, who instinctively picked up her phone after hearing the notification sound in her sleep. Xia Jing’s mood was indescribable upon reading the message. Watching each word I sent, I knew her heart was torn. She hoped to hold my hand and travel the earth together, yet remembering what I said to her at the Zhang Family’s home, she feared she was just that kind of person to me. She didn’t know if she should meet Zhang Zhentian, missing him dearly, but unsure what to say. She stared blankly at the message from Zhang Zhentian, perceiving his deep affection, uncertain whether to feel joy or sorrow.

I eagerly wait for Xia Jing’s reply, while she contemplates whether to meet Zhang Zhentian, feeling conflicted. After much thought, she decided to meet Zhang Zhentian.

I waited for several days and finally received a reply from her, ”Zhentian, I’ll wait for you at noon tomorrow in Cambridge. You better not be late, or I won’t see you again.” Xia Jing sent the message to Zhang Zhentian with a threatening tone.

Ding dong! Wow, a message has come through, a message has come through...

My phone rang, and seeing it’s from Xia Jing, regardless if the message is good or bad, as long as Xia Jing replied, I’m content. About to check the message, I paused, clutching the phone with both hands, muttering prayers, hoping Xia Jing’s message was good news. After praying, I leisurely opened the phone to read Xia Jing’s message. The moment I saw it, I was elated, almost flying with joy, believing the heavens heard my prayer, fulfilling a small wish to make me happy.