My Alleged Husband

Chapter 1009: Chapter 892: Tell the Truth_3

”I know it’s very disrespectful for me to say these things to Grandpa here today, but I don’t want to either, and I have no way to leave. I just don’t want my family to get hurt. Take a look back and see the impact these things have had on every member of the household. Can you really bear it after seeing this? They are living so difficultly, yet they never blame anyone because they know that to keep living, one must make efforts themselves, never relying on others. Do you realize how enormous such hurt is, when they put their hearts into it time and again, only to be met with the heaviest blows in return? Have you ever thought about how much damage such hurt will cause him? None of you have ever considered that he has walked the last mile time and again, just to ensure everyone in the family lives happily and joyfully. All the feelings they invested have turned to ashes, yet who has cared about what kind of life, what kind of thoughts, each person in my family has? No one has ever thought about their deepest feelings. Everyone lives selfishly, sacrificing unscrupulously for themselves, harming others, treating others as substitutes for their pain. But do others really owe you? Does she deserve for you to hurt her?”

Today, I’ve chosen to speak all of this because I know I can’t let these incidents happen again and again. Every person in the family has already suffered immense harm. Look back, and ask yourselves how many people are genuinely living sincerely, how many truly laugh from their hearts. Who isn’t hiding the wounds of their heart? Think about it—what are we doing all this for? My own family already can’t live happily, so what is the point of everything we do? I don’t want all our efforts to become nothing, and I don’t want all our endeavors to come to nothing. I just hope my family can live safely and wellness, even if it’s only for a few dozen days, or even just a year. I’d be much happier. But why can’t even this little request be fulfilled?

Only we know how painful and uncomfortable the lives of everyone in the family are. We watched with our eyes wide open as everything turned into what it is now. We had no outlet to organize anyone. Conversely, we became accomplices, repeatedly hurting those who were most loyal to us. We turned every bit of care each person had for us into the greatest harm of their lives. Who has cared about the inner thoughts of others? Would they really feel nothing at all? Again and again, all their efforts were just to make their family have a better life. But now are we treating every person in this family as someone who can be casually hurt? I can’t live this selfish way. Even if you are unwilling, I am unwilling. I want to live righteously, walk proudly, and boldly say that I have protected my family, not brought harm to them.

Actually, you should know, it’s very difficult to protect someone, but it’s easy to hurt someone, even with just a word, it can indeed wound someone’s self-esteem. Over the years, I’ve experienced many, many things. I’ve watched time and again what happens to those I’ve hurt. I watched helplessly as those I wanted to protect got hurt by others, and I had no way to stop it. Who can understand the helplessness I felt then? I wanted to protect someone, but he never had any way for me to protect her, because I didn’t have sufficient capability, nor did I have the merit to protect her.

Gradually, I realized that only by becoming an Upper-class Person again and again and standing at the pinnacle of life could I properly protect her and ensure she wouldn’t be hurt by anyone. Those harms may not mean anything to you, but they are the heaviest to me. How much I longed for her to live happily and joyfully, how much I wished he could laugh each day throughout his life without any worries. As long as she’s happy and joyful, nothing’s more important to me. But later, I realized I was completely wrong. My thoughts were wrong, and my actions were also wrong.