The Dark Rebirth of Pandora: Revenge of the Abyss

Chapter 342: Consciousness, Body, and Mind

”...” Iʼm lying in the black liquid that I recognize well as my consciousness, I look around and see Tiny Pandora and Monster Pandora watching me.

[You could come here more often and let that cursed woman take your place]

Monster Pandora speaks to me with an obvious irritated look, while Tiny Pandora is hiding behind her.

”What happened?” I ask, already imagining.

[That bitch!!! Sheʼs terrible! Why the hell did you have to have someone like her in here, you have no idea the things I have to do, she treats me like Iʼm some kind of submissive bitch! Itʼs...humiliating]

”I can imagine...” Sheʼs quite intense, and Iʼve seen a little bit, sheʼs very controlling.

”Well, sheʼs the body, I donʼt have much choice in that sense.” Sheʼs an extreme and fundamental part of who I am, sheʼs literally my body and Iʼm the mind of the body.

[Worse yet!! Canʼt you see how the little one hides behind me? You donʼt know what that lunatic does to her!] Monster Pandora speaks angrily.

”Yes...why does she even like Tiny Pandora? Do you know?” I donʼt really know why sheʼs kind of a lolicon, Iʼm not so why is she? And whatʼs this strange real interest?

[Itʼs more than obvious, Pandora!! Itʼs because if youʼre small, you seem more fragile! Obviously that big-titted bitch is opportunistic, if she sees something that looks weak and fragile, she gets excited like a whore in heat!]

Monster Pandora curses her in every way, showing how much she hates Yandere Pandora, although this hatred is not entirely unfounded.

”Oh yes...that makes sense.” Itʼs like a predator in nature that prefers to devour babies because theyʼre vulnerable and softer.

(S-Sheʼs cruel) Tiny Pandora mumbles, but I see her blushing and breathing heavily as if remembering something she shouldnʼt.

”Try to get along with her, you know, sheʼs just as important as I am, besides, it canʼt really be that bad...I think.”

[Then why donʼt you spend a week in here to see if that bitch doesnʼt screw you up too!! That obsessive whore is as bad as you are with Zephyra!]

”Donʼt say it that way, I treat Zephyra well!” I treat Zephyra the best I can, okay we had our disagreements in the past, but I treat her well now.

”Besides, Tiny Pandora doesnʼt seem to think itʼs totally bad, apart from the fact that weʼre all adult monsters, itʼs just a matter of Tiny Pandora beating her...”

[She was conditioned to think that way!! That miserable woman kept tormenting Tiny Pandora! And thereʼs no way she can win a fight! All she knows how to do is run away] Monster Pandora interrupts me as she speaks.

”Hmm...Okay, letʼs put that aside, weʼre all the same, we donʼt need this fight.” I say to her.

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[Do you really think itʼs safe to give control to that lunatic!?]

”Yes, I do, after all, sheʼs me, I want to watch how sheʼs going to torment Ren.” Iʼm eager to watch this, Yandere Pandora is more sadistic than me.

”Sheʼs like my more sadistic side, so it should be fun to watch.” I say to her as I just look into the darkness, in the past I would never have imagined that this darkness was part of Yandere Pandora.

”But changing the subject, is she as good in bed as I am?” I ask the two.

[...Good, too good, if it werenʼt for this shit of sadism of hers, it would be even better, she likes to mix torture with sex and it gets complicated to deal with] Monster Pandora summarizes BDSM.

”Do you think thereʼs any reason why she likes this?” Sheʼs me, but at the same time sheʼs herself, so her tastes arenʼt 100% mine.

[I donʼt know, sheʼs weird, sheʼs clingy, sheʼs sadistic and has horrible habits of trapping and sexually torturing us, sheʼs like you only 5x more lustful and sadistic]

[Maybe because she has nothing to hunt and kill, she gets restless and decides to torture us sexually then? After all, if weʼre not killing, manipulating or destroying something, weʼll be involved in something sexual]

”Great to know that, by the way, Tiny Pandora is very clinging to you, is there a reason for that?” She usually hid in this darkness, diving into it as if it were water.

[When two beings suffer the same thing, a friendship is formed, she suffered more than me, but I also suffered a lot at the hands of that fucking psychopath]

”Sounds terrible.” I say to her, I can only imagine what Yandere Pandora really ended up doing, I only saw it once and the state of the two was not really good.

[Thatʼs it? Is that all you have to say? You traitor! You abandon us with that lunatic and then just say it sounds terrible] She speaks angrily with me.

”It seems she didnʼt fuck you enough if youʼre irritated, donʼt worry, in the future we can all have an orgy here inside.” It will be a crazy event considering that it is all done inside my head.

[Every second that passes, you seem more schizophrenic, first talking to your head and now wanting sex in here between all of us, donʼt you think itʼs too narcissistic?]

”Well, thatʼs life.”

”By the way...how do I see the outside? I want to watch Yandere Pandora and see what sheʼs going to do to Ren...” Yandere Pandora looks at me in a strange way.

[Are you sure you want to watch? It may displease you]

”...What do you mean?”

[She doesnʼt really have a sense of empathy for what we are, you let her torture Ren because you didnʼt know what else to do, but itʼs notable that you didnʼt want to physically get involved with Ren even though sheʼs beautiful]

”...She wouldnʼt do that, right?”

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ʼBitch!!ʼ

[You shouldnʼt have just let her lead everything, now accept the consequences, do you want to watch?]

”...Yes, I need to at least know what that crazy woman is doing with my body.” How can I complain later if I donʼt know what she did?

[Just wait then, soon we should be able to see] Monster Pandora says, sitting on the floor as Tiny Pandora comes to me.

”Do you need anything?” I ask, lying on the floor, I canʼt easily get up, so I donʼt even try to move.

(T-Thank you for letting me stay...a-and I didnʼt thank you) She says, remembering that I accepted to stay with her instead of making her disappear.

”Youʼre also me, even though the weaker part of myself, youʼre still me, if I just discarded you, it would show weakness.” Iʼm overcoming the past and not discarding it.

I could have discarded her by killing her, but thatʼs not having the courage to face the problem head-on, itʼs just ignoring the problem and throwing the source of the problem away.

(T-Thank you anyway, a-and Iʼm so happy) She says with a smile.

”...I believe so.” Our first mother was the only one who gave any validation or acceptance to us, this version has never been accepted by anyone else, of course being accepted by me was good.

(C-Can I play with our children?) She sighs and finds the courage to speak before breaking down.

”...You...”

ʼSheʼs right...ʼ Technically my children are also their children, because we are one being, I hadnʼt thought of that.

”Maybe in the future...when everything is resolved, Iʼll let you control the body...” It will be embarrassing to have my body acting like a crying child, but I think I should give them what Iʼm also receiving.

(T-Thank you, thank you) She says, jumping on me and hugging me, this makes me give a satisfied smile, itʼs proof that Iʼm truly maturing.

”It was nothing special, besides, donʼt cry anymore, weʼre strong and we donʼt have to cry anymore...although you can only take my place if you donʼt touch those I like, theyʼre only mine!!” I say to her, moving my hands with effort to hug her.

[Hmm, who would have thought that even you could be sentimental]

”Shut up, Iʼm not heartless, although Iʼm sadistic, monstrous and bloodthirsty, I certainly still have my feelings.” I say to her.

[Yes, yes, youʼre the most rational side of us, so youʼre also the most sentimental in this regard]

”If Iʼm the rational one, what sides of me are you?”

(Survival Instinct)

[Adaptation]

[And Yandere Pandora we can say is your true side if it werenʼt for feelings like empathy or love, even if you only give those feelings to those you love]

”Oh, so Tiny Pandora is my survival instinct? Now Iʼve discovered something interesting.” I say with a mocking smile.

[Donʼt treat me like Iʼm irrelevant!! Your high growth rate comes largely from me, I as our monster version that is the true body are as important as all of us here!!]

”Ah, thatʼs true...” My current humanoid form is not my true appearance, the real me is that giant, viscous black mass that shapes easily.

”Well, you have your credits too, even though I almost never use our real form.” I only used it a few times, and in others I used it incomplete.

[Youʼre so malicious for treating me this way, I hope you get stuck in here for a good while so that Yandere Pandora can teach you a lesson]

”I hope hopefully that this does not happen.” It would be problematic.

[It seems itʼs about to start, are you ready to watch how sadistic Yandere Pandora can be?]

”Of course, letʼs see what my more sadistic side can do good.” I say with a certain amusement in my voice, I want to see what she will do with Ren, considering that she is more sadistic and violent than me.