She Lives without Regret in This Life

Chapter 1673: Chapter 1750: Memories That Never Fade

Hai Yunfeng thought for a moment, then said heavily, ”Dual personality is like having two souls in one body. The person we see now is Bao’er. The one who was talking to Shen Feihu before Shen Ming showed up was An’an.”

Hai Yunfeng’s words were like a bolt from the blue for Hai Shen. He stared wide-eyed, speechless for a long time, just watching his sister’s back.

”An’an is smart. She knows how to control herself, but once a dual personality forms, it’s not easy to control. Her inner struggle with two different souls is unimaginable in terms of pain and conflict.”

Hai Yunfeng suddenly felt that being too smart is not necessarily a good thing, because it means you endure a hundred times more pain than ordinary people. Every detail, every bad memory gets magnified countless times.

And it gets permanently etched in your heart, never fading through the long years.

An’an first showed signs of dual personality when her mother’s death left a trauma on her young mind, directly causing her consciousness to shut off all memories.

The second time was when Han Xiaoqiu died. The strong shock awakened the consciousness she had previously closed off. At that time, Bao’er’s personality awakened and took the dominant position.

No one noticed this issue then, including An’an herself. Later, due to Qin Yue’s involvement, An’an regained dominance from Bao’er. But then Sheng Ning had issues, and now another problem with Qin Yue, the successive blows were too much.

Now, the two personalities are evenly matched and indistinguishable.

”Don’t tell Mr. Hai about this.” Hai Yunfeng initially had some doubts, but after Shen Ming’s provocation, he understood everything. An’an is so smart that she must know her situation now.

”I know.”

Hai Yunfeng cursed lowly, ”It’s all Han Xiaoqiu’s fault, letting her die so easily is too lenient.”

Hai Shen gave a cruel smile, ”The dead are fortunate, but the living have to continue suffering!”

Hai Shen glanced at his son, ”Just don’t push it too far.” He knew well that his son was no pushover.

”Don’t worry, I know my limits.”

*****

During lunch, Shen Feihu came over, empty-handed, earning a disapproving look from the aunt.

Who visits during the New Year’s without bringing anything? At least some peanuts or seeds would’ve been good!

Sheng Ning saw Shen Feihu and jumped in surprise. She wouldn’t be scared even seeing Meng Xingzhi, but Shen Feihu scared her, her President—it felt like a school class president, one look and your legs go weak.

”President, have you eaten? Happy New Year, President.” She busily moved around, serving tea, setting up chairs, and preparing utensils.

Shen Feihu was very satisfied, ”Not yet! I originally planned to freeload at Elder Hai’s place, but the family is too stingy.”

”Isn’t it, Uncle Shen.” Su Huai’an smiled and said, ”I saw Shen Ming come over, and you got interrupted, right?”

Being exposed, Shen Feihu didn’t get angry, instead laughed heartily, ”You’re the smart one. It’s a pity I don’t have a daughter, or else I’d love to have you as my son-in-law. That would save Old Chen’s house from getting lucky. They really get all the benefits.”

Su Huai’an’s handsome face turned slightly red, and he didn’t continue speaking, instead helped the aunt take care of the two little ones.

The elder brother and younger sister sat in two baby chairs, each waving a spoon with a soft egg custard in front of them, eating with great enjoyment.