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Chapter 164: Selfishness · Oct 26, 2026

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151 Chapter 151: The oceans choice 2026-10-26
152 Chapter 152: Choice of war 2026-10-26
153 Chapter 153: Brother in the door 2026-10-26
154 Chapter 154: Desires 2026-10-26
155 Chapter 155: Emotions 2026-10-26
156 Chapter 156: Freedom 2026-10-26
157 Chapter 157: The price 2026-10-26
158 Chapter 158: The childrens 2026-10-26
159 Chapter 159: Beyond the horizon 2026-10-26
160 Chapter 160: Possibilities 2026-10-26
161 Chapter 161: Empathy 2026-10-26
162 Chapter 162: Trust 2026-10-26
163 Chapter 163: The reasoning 2026-10-26
164 Chapter 164: Selfishness 2026-10-26
165 Chapter 165: Familiar voices 2026-10-26
166 Chapter 166: Weight of words 2026-10-26
167 Chapter 167: Conflict 2026-10-26
168 Chapter 168: Father 2026-10-26
169 Chapter 169: Uneven 2026-10-26
170 Chapter 170: Why did you choose me? 2026-10-26
171 Chapter 171: Reflections 2026-10-26
172 Chapter 172: Brother 2026-10-26
173 Chapter 173: Barefoot 2026-10-26
174 Chapter 174: Unknown 2026-10-26
175 Chapter 175: No voice 2026-10-26
176 Chapter 176: Contradiction 2026-10-26
177 Chapter 177: The rest 2026-10-26
178 Chapter 178: Cael 2026-10-26
179 Chapter 179: Cost of choice 2026-10-26
180 Chapter 180: cost of choosing 2026-10-26
181 Chapter 181: Chose to forget 2026-10-26
182 Chapter 182: What remained 2026-10-26
183 Chapter 183: Variable 2026-10-26
184 Chapter 184: Convergence 2026-10-26
185 Chapter 185: Divergence 2026-10-26
186 Chapter 186: Absence 2026-10-26
187 Chapter 187: Departure 2026-10-26
188 Chapter 188: Separation 2026-10-26
189 Chapter 189: Reflection 2026-10-26
190 Chapter 190: The teacher 2026-10-26
191 Chapter 191: Self 2026-10-26
192 Chapter 192: Origin 2026-10-26
193 Chapter 193: Observer 2026-10-26
194 Chapter 194: Observation 2026-10-26
195 Chapter 195: Exposure 2026-10-26
196 Chapter 196: Answer 2026-10-26
197 Chapter 197: The questioner 2026-10-26
198 Chapter 198: The first memory 2026-10-26
199 Chapter 199: The one within 2026-10-26
200 Chapter 200: Permission 2026-10-26

The face staring back at Adrian wasn’t his.

At least, not completely.

The reflection moved when he moved, but something about it was wrong.

Its eyes were older.

Its expression was colder.

And behind those eyes was a sadness Adrian couldn’t explain.

He slowly turned the wooden car over.

The tiny mirror carved into its side reflected him again.

This time, the reflection smiled.

Adrian didn’t.

”What is this?”

Aeris stood several steps away.

”Yourself.”

Adrian frowned.

”I know what I look like.”

”No.”

Aeris shook his head.

”You know what you have become.”

He pointed toward the mirror.

”You don’t know what you are.”

Adrian stared at the reflection.

”What is the difference?”

”Everything.”

The reflection suddenly spoke.

”You’re afraid.”

Adrian’s body went still.

Ryan looked around.

”Did the wooden car just talk?”

Nobody answered him.

The reflection continued.

”You’ve been afraid since the beginning.”

Adrian clenched his hand around the car.

”Of what?”

The reflection smiled.

”Of yourself.”

The city disappeared.

Everyone around Adrian vanished.

He found himself standing inside a completely white room.

There were no doors.

No windows.

No walls.

Only a mirror standing in front of him.

Adrian walked toward it.

The reflection didn’t move.

It simply watched.

”You spent so long trying to understand the Creator.”

The reflection spoke.

”Then you rejected him.”

Adrian said nothing.

”You fought the Origin.”

Nothing.

”You found your mother.”

Still nothing.

”You found your brother.”

Adrian’s expression changed.

”You remembered Aeris.”

The reflection stepped closer from inside the mirror.

”But you never asked the simplest question.”

Adrian looked at it.

”Which is?”

”Why do you keep running from yourself?”

Adrian shook his head.

”I’m not.”

The reflection laughed.

”You became human because you were afraid of becoming the Creator again.”

Adrian froze.

”That isn’t true.”

”You rejected power because you were afraid of what you would do with it.”

”I rejected it because people deserve freedom.”

”You rejected your memories because you were afraid of what they meant.”

”I accepted them.”

”Eventually.”

The reflection stepped closer.

”You accepted your brother because you were afraid of losing him.”

Adrian looked away.

”You protected Aeron because you were afraid he would become a monster.”

Adrian’s fists tightened.

”You forgave your mother because you were afraid of hating her.”

”Stop.”

The reflection smiled.

”And you kept saving everyone because you were afraid of being alone.”

Adrian stared at it.

”Stop.”

The reflection’s voice became quieter.

”You don’t have to.”

Adrian looked up.

”What?”

”You don’t have to keep pretending.”

The room became silent.

The reflection touched the glass.

”You’re allowed to be afraid.”

Adrian’s expression softened.

”You’re allowed to be angry.”

A crack appeared across the mirror.

”You’re allowed to regret.”

Another crack.

”You’re allowed to want things.”

Another.

”You’re allowed to fail.”

The mirror shattered.

Adrian stepped backward.

Instead of broken glass falling to the floor, thousands of reflections appeared around him.

Each one was Adrian.

But each one was different.

One was laughing.

One was crying.

One was furious.

One was terrified.

One was smiling.

One was holding a dead body.

One was sitting alone.

One was wearing the crown of the Creator.

One was a child.

One was old.

One looked like Aeris.

One looked exactly like Adrian.

All of them spoke.

”I am you.”

Adrian covered his ears.

”Stop.”

”I am you.”

”I said stop!”

The voices grew louder.

”You are us.”

”You cannot erase us.”

”You cannot choose only the parts you like.”

”You cannot become human by pretending you were never anything else.”

Adrian fell to his knees.

He couldn’t breathe.

The memories came flooding back.

Not the memories of the Creator.

Not the memories of the worlds.

His own memories.

His failures.

His jealousy.

His anger.

His selfishness.

The moments when he wanted power.

The moments when he wanted revenge.

The times he lied.

The times he chose himself over others.

The times he wanted someone to suffer because he was suffering.

He remembered every ugly thought he’d ever had.

Every selfish desire.

Every moment he had pretended to be better than he was.

He wanted to look away.

But there was nowhere to look.

The reflection stood before him.

”Now tell me.”

Adrian looked up.

”Tell you what?”

”Who are you?”

Adrian opened his mouth.

Nothing came out.

The reflection waited.

Adrian finally whispered,

”I don’t know.”

The reflections became silent.

For the first time, they stopped judging him.

The one in front of him smiled.

”Good.”

Adrian frowned.

”Why does everyone keep saying that?”

”Because you finally stopped pretending you have all the answers.”

The reflection held out its hand.

Adrian stared at it.

”What happens if I take it?”

”You accept yourself.”

”And then?”

”You continue.”

Adrian slowly reached forward.

Their hands touched.

The entire room exploded with light.

Adrian saw his life.

Not as memories.

As a single story.

He saw himself as Aeris.

As Adrian.

As the Creator.

As the child who asked why.

As the brother.

As the son.

As the friend.

As the stranger.

As the question.

As the person who had spent his entire existence searching for a definition.

And then he realized something.

There had never been one.

Identity wasn’t a box.

It wasn’t a name.

It wasn’t a history.

It wasn’t a role.

It was everything he chose to carry forward.

Adrian opened his eyes.

The white room was gone.

He was back in the city.

Everyone was standing around him.

Ryan immediately walked over.

”You disappeared again.”

Adrian looked at him.

”For how long?”

”Maybe a minute.”

Ryan frowned.

”You okay?”

Adrian smiled.

”Yeah.”

Ryan stared at him.

”You look different.”

Adrian laughed.

”That’s what happens when you stare at yourself too long.”

Noah approached.

”What happened?”

”I met myself.”

Ryan raised an eyebrow.

”Which one?”

Adrian looked at the wooden car.

”All of them.”

His brother smiled.

”Did you win?”

Adrian shook his head.

”No.”

”Lose?”

”No.”

”Then?”

Adrian looked toward the sky.

”I stopped fighting.”

His mother approached him.

”Adrian.”

He turned.

She hesitated.

”I remember something else.”

Adrian waited.

”You were always afraid of becoming alone.”

He smiled.

”I know.”

”I should have told you.”

”You were afraid too.”

She looked down.

”Yes.”

Adrian hugged her.

She froze.

Then slowly wrapped her arms around him.

For once, neither of them needed an explanation.

The children gathered around them.

Aeron stood nearby.

Elia smiled.

Noah and Ryan exchanged glances.

The Guardian watched silently.

Then the System appeared.

SELF EVOLUTION: COMPLETE.

Adrian looked at the message.

He expected another stage.

Another test.

Another terrifying revelation.

Instead, nothing happened.

The System remained silent.

Adrian waited.

”That’s it?”

The Guardian smiled.

”Perhaps.”

”Perhaps?”

”You’ve reached the point where the System no longer needs to tell you what comes next.”

Adrian frowned.

”Why?”

”Because you finally understand.”

”Understand what?”

”That you don’t need a System.”

Adrian stared.

The wooden car suddenly began glowing.

The mirror symbol faded.

The word NEXT disappeared completely.

Then the wooden car cracked down the middle.

Adrian caught both pieces.

Inside was a tiny inscription.

He read it carefully.

YOU WERE NEVER MEANT TO FOLLOW THE STORY.

Adrian’s eyes widened.

Another line appeared.

YOU WERE MEANT TO LIVE IT.

Then the car broke apart.

The System disappeared.

Completely.

For the first time since Adrian could remember, there was no voice in his mind.

No objective.

No status.

No warning.

Nothing.

Ryan looked at him.

”Is it gone?”

Adrian nodded.

”I think so.”

Noah smiled.

”Finally.”

Elia looked relieved.

Aeron stared toward the ocean.

”What happens now?”

Adrian looked around.

The children were laughing.

His brother was talking to their mother.

Ryan was complaining about being hungry.

Noah was trying to calm him down.

Elia was watching them.

The city was rebuilding.

The world was moving forward.

Adrian smiled.

”Life.”

Ryan frowned.

”That sounds suspiciously philosophical.”

”It wasn’t meant to be.”

”Good.”

Then the ocean moved.

Everyone turned.

A single wave rolled toward the shore.

It wasn’t large.

It wasn’t threatening.

It simply carried something.

A small wooden box.

Aeron walked toward it.

He picked it up.

There was no symbol.

No message.

No System.

Only a name.

Adrian.

He opened it.

Inside was a photograph.

Adrian looked at it.

His heart stopped.

The photograph showed everyone standing together.

His mother.

His father.

His brother.

Elia.

Aeron.

Noah.

Ryan.

The children.

Even the Guardian.

But there was someone else.

A woman standing behind them.

Adrian didn’t recognize her.

Nobody did.

His mother stared at the photograph.

Her face slowly lost its color.

”Who is she?”

Adrian looked at her.

”You don’t know?”

His mother shook her head.

”No.”

His brother stepped closer.

”I remember her.”

Everyone turned.

”What?”

His brother pointed at the woman.

”She was there.”

”Where?”

”Before Mother created me.”

Adrian’s heart began beating faster.

His brother continued.

”She was the one who taught Mother how to create.”

Adrian stared at the photograph.

The woman was smiling.

But something about her smile felt wrong.

Not evil.

Familiar.

Too familiar.

Adrian turned the photograph over.

Words were written on the back.

THE CREATOR WAS NEVER THE FIRST TEACHER.

His mother began trembling.

Adrian looked at her.

”Who taught you?”

She couldn’t answer.

The photograph changed.

The woman disappeared.

In her place was a younger version of Adrian’s mother.

And beside her stood another figure.

A child.

Aeris.

But there was something strange about him.

He wasn’t looking at his mother.

He was looking at the woman who had disappeared from the photograph.

Adrian’s brother whispered,

”I remember now.”

Adrian turned.

”What?”

His brother looked terrified.

”She’s not a person.”

The ocean went completely still.

His brother continued.

”She was here before the Before.”

Adrian felt the world become cold.

”What does that mean?”

His brother stared toward the horizon.

”She wasn’t created.”

”Then what is she?”

His brother’s voice became barely audible.

”She was the one who taught the first thing how to create.”

A final line appeared on the photograph.

THE STORY HAS ENDED.

Adrian stared at it.

Then another line slowly appeared beneath it.

NOW ASK WHO WAS WRITING IT.

The photograph burned away.

Far across the ocean, something opened its eyes.

And this time...

Adrian recognized the voice.

It was his own.

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