She Lives without Regret in This Life

Chapter 468: Chapter 481: Suffering and Enjoying

Xu Qigang reached out, wanting to stroke her hair, but eventually controlled himself and let go.

”Go on then! Be careful and don’t be too hard on yourself.” After speaking, he took US$ 100 from his wallet and handed it to her, ”Take this, buy whatever you want.”

”I don’t need it; I have my own money!” Sheng Ning, afraid that he would insist on giving her the money, quickly pushed open the car door and jumped out.

The big truck ahead had already stopped, and Chen Huaying was standing nearby, giving her a mischievous smile.

”Aren’t you coming up quickly? Can’t bear to leave, huh?”

Sheng Ning looked back and waved at Xu Qigang’s car, then grabbed Chen Huaying’s hand and jumped onto the truck.

Once Sheng Ning got on the truck, the driver immediately started the vehicle and continued moving forward.

”Huaying, you actually left me behind like that!” Sheng Ning began to twist Chen Huaying’s ear, intending to settle scores.

”Help, help... let go, or my ear will come off!” Chen Huaying almost burst into tears; it was Living Yama who had told her to go ahead and said there was no need to wait.

Why should she take the blame? Could she be honest and let Sheng Ning go find Living Yama?

Never mind! Thinking of her own brother, she decided to keep taking the blame. For the sake of her idol in her heart, who else if not her to bear this blame?

The honest Wu Youli felt very guilty, ”Sheng Ning, I’m sorry, we forgot you! How could I forget you!” It wasn’t until the vehicle drove away that she realized Sheng Ning wasn’t there, and she desperately asked the driver to turn around to go back and pick up Sheng Ning.

But Chen Huaying said there was no need because Sheng Ning would definitely catch up, so the driver didn’t turn back.

Even so, she felt she was really inconsiderate.

”It’s okay!” Although she was left behind, being able to spend time alone with Living Yama made her almost too happy to bear!

Thinking of the upcoming month she’d be traveling between different units, not seeing Living Yama made her yearn intensely.

She wished she could hug him and kiss him every day.

”I guess there’s someone who doesn’t want to catch up, huh?” the others teased along.

Sheng Ning gave an awkward cough and decided to hide in a corner and play dumb.

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Watching the truck drive away, Xu Qigang didn’t get into his car. Instead, he leaned against the bumper of the jeep, lit a cigarette, and slowly started smoking.

His deep eyes stared at the vehicle disappearing at the end of the road, feeling an emptiness in his heart, yet filled with Sheng Ning’s trust and undisguised passionate love.

It was as if something filled him up, ready to overflow.

Such a conflicting intuition had him feeling as if he were caught between hell and heaven.

Her beauty made him experience a level of pure joy for the first time in his life. Meanwhile, the surreal feelings that sometimes surfaced in his mind made him feel an immense loss and pain as if he could lose her at any moment.

Loving her was painful yet joyful.

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The trip back to the city gradually became smooth. When the vehicle passed the area of thick grass, Xu Qigang’s gaze unintentionally swept over the trampled area, and he couldn’t help but blush.

Returning to the General Union, he directly parked the car in front of the building, just in time to see Su Hai coming out.

Xu Qigang subconsciously turned his head away, feeling a bit of guilt.

Although Sheng Ning didn’t acknowledge the Su Family, the blood relation was inescapable, and Su Hai was still her biological uncle.

To tell the truth, Su Hai was only a few years older than Xu Qigang, and the two had always been friends despite their rank difference.