Help! Five Beast Alphas Want To Breed Me!!(BL)

Elián;

I turn around, and through my crossing vision, I stare at Queen Cassia.

Her fur has turned completely black, and although her eyes are shut, her chest keeps rising and falling weakly.

Hot tears escape my eyes, and I watch Rhydian move over to her and gently nudge her with his snout.

I turn back to the crack in the ground where Koda fell, and find that Zepha had slithered into the ground, wrapped around Koda’s beast form, and pulled him out of the crack.

His fur is dark with blood. He’s wounded and bleeding.

His golden eyes stare weakly at me in the distance, and I feel sweat break out all over me.

I turn back to Queen Cassia and watch King William’s hands glow faintly as he tries to heal her, I think.

His face is pale, streaked with blood. He’s panicking. He needs help. But Koda needs help, too.

I’ll help Koda first, and come back. I can’t let him die. He needs me.

I jump off the stage and rush over to Koda, who Zephan has now let down on the floor.

Zephan is bleeding profusely, too.

I have to save them all. I... I have to do something...

Before my eyes, Koda shifts into his human form, and immediately, I begin to feel parts of his pain.

”I... I’m sorry. I’m masking my pain as much... as I can...” He groans, and I take my outer robe and throw it over his naked body.

Tears start escaping my eyes as I touch his blood-streaked face.

His blood stains my hand, and I can’t stop the sob that follows.

The fact that we’re mates means I can feel his pain too. But instead of focusing on surviving, he’s trying to mask that pain from me.

Even in this moment, he’s thinking only about me...

I can’t lose him. I can’t... I finally found happiness after so long, and I’m not going to lose him.

I just vowed to spend the rest of my life with him, this can’t be the rest of his...

I collapse on top of him as tears start streaming from my eyes in full force.

I don’t know who to cry to.

I can’t call Jesus here. The only force I know that is recognisable here is Thalyra.

”Please, help me. I can’t lose him. I can’t lose him, please...” I cry, and just then, I feel goosebumps rise along my skin.

I look up and find the goddess before me.

She crouches in front of me, with her feet where Koda’s head is.

”Your heart has called to me. What is it you want of me?” She questions, and I look around, wondering if anyone else can see her, but it’s just me, her and Koda here.

This is another trance.

”Help me heal him...” I beg, and she looks down at Koda.

She gently brushes his hair with her fingers and looks up at me.

”The power to heal him is in your hands. Just as you helped Rhydian, you can help him.” She says, and I blink at her in silence.

”But Zephan has been wounded by blood magic, Rhydian has been stabbed with destruction magic, Cassia is fading away from magic, and Wilhelm is a bit too weak. If he doesn’t muster enough energy to give her, she will die.” She adds, and I freeze.

”I... I can help them all?” I question, and she smiles at me. A small, bitter smile.

”You can, my love. But you’re not strong enough. You’ve already helped Rhydian earlier. If you overexert yourself, you do it at the expense of your life.” She replies, and I pause as the wheels in my mind start churning.

”Are you... Are you saying I have to choose who to help?” I demand, and she nods.

”With great power comes great responsibility. Being a Premodial is more than just having power. It’s how you choose to use it.” She says, and a shudder runs through me.

”So, what... what do I do??” I demand in panic, and she stands up.

”Choose. But also keep in mind. Only those whose time has come will die.” She replies, and just like that, she’s gone.

I’m back to the wailing, screaming and aftermath of the chaos that just ensued.

If I help everyone I die? But if I do nothing... they might die...

Fuck it!

I pull Koda into my arms and hug him tightly.

I don’t know exactly how my powers work, but with everything in my heart, I begin to wish, hope and pray for his injuries to heal.

I look down at him and see a cut across his eyebrow begin to heal, and as I watch colour slowly return to his face, I feel strength leave my body.

”Elián... I don’t feel good.” Elien whispers inside me, and I stand up from Koda when I see that all his visible wounds are healed.

Although he is unconscious, I can feel through our bond that he feels much better.

”Elián...” Elien whispers again, and I turn to the stage.

I know he doesn’t feel good. I don’t feel good either.

My vision is crossing. It feels like acid is stuck in my throat, and my body seems to have become a boiling pot for my organs.

My body has started feeling too hot.

But I can’t stop.

I stagger towards the stage and climb on. Rhydian is on the floor, with Zephan beside him.

Zephan is half his human form now, and he’s hugging Rhydian’s beast.

The wolf’s once silver fur is now turning dark like midnight.

”Rhydian, keep your eyes open. Father will do something. He’s almost done with Cassía, don’t you dare close those eyes!” Zephan groans, and I crumble to the ground beside Rhydian.

”I don’t... I don’t think we can do this...” Elien breathes weakly inside me, and I force down a gulp.

”We have to!” I reply, and I press my hands against Rhydian’s beast.

Zephan stares at me in confusion as my white patterns appear under my skin again.

I shut my eyes, and it feels like my life is flowing out of me, into Rhydian.

I moan in pain as a headache follows. Sudden, wicked, pounding.

Zephan gasps, and when I open my eyes, I see the silver undertone of Rhydian’s fur return. Chasing away the blackness that was consuming his fur like sunlight against darkness.

”How did you...” Zephan whispers, but I don’t have time for that.

Queen Cassia’s fur has almost turned completely black except for her face.

I need to help her.

I can’t... I can’t lose my mother...

I try to stand up, but my legs give out, and I crumble to the ground.

”Ah...” I groan weakly, and Zephan immediately slithers to me.

”Elián, are you alright?” He whispers to me, but I push myself away from him and drag my body across the floor to Queen Cassia.

King Wilhelm looks up at me, and his eyes widen at the state I’m in.

”Come on... let’s...save... her together...” I groan, and King Wilhelm immediately looks over at Zephan, and then at me.

”She’ll live, don’t worry. You can’t do this, boy.” He says, and I shake my head in disagreement.

”You don’t have... enough strength.” I breathe as I try to touch Queen Cassia, but he slaps my hands away.

”You’re worse! If you help her now, you’ll die!” He screams, and I blink at him, wondering how he knows that.

”So?” I reply with a broken voice, and he blinks at me.

”I... I’m not gonna lose my mother. She’s... she’s the first one who’s ever wanted me. I... I won’t lose... her.” I cry, and King Wilhelm blinks at me.

”Eliàn, I know you love your mother. But what type of mother would want to see her child dead?” He replies, and instantly I remember my own mother.

I smile bitterly at the question.

”It seems I was always destined to die for a mother. I chose to die for this one.” I reply, and King Wilhelm freezes.

He looks up at Zephan again, and this time Zephan moves beside me. He grabs my shoulders and makes me face him.

”Elian, look at me...”

”I’m not... I’m not leaving her!!” I scream, but he screams back.

”You must!”

”You look weak! You also need help!” He adds, and I sniffle.

”I don’t want her to die...” I cry, and Zephan cradles my face.

”I don’t want you to die...” He replies, and I fall silent.

”Take him. Now.” King Wilhelm’s voice interrupts, and we both turn to him.

”Where?” Zephan questions, and King Wilhelm looks back down at Queen Cassia.

”Nagari,” He replies, and my brows knot.

Nagari... What is that?

”Far from here. Go underground through the east gate. Soldiers and carriages are waiting. Your home town is fortified with magic. That should keep the witches and warlocks away from you both for a while.” King Wilhelm adds, and my jaw drops.

”You want me to just leave...” I begin, but he cuts me off.

”Go! Now! Before they come back!” He screams, and Zephan grabs me, slings me over his shoulder and starts slithering.

The smell of smoke and blood is thick in the air. I look around at the chaos, and my heart sinks deeper.

I look back at King William, who is cradling Queen Cassia, whispering her name over and over.

I shouldn’t be leaving. I shouldn’t be leaving them behind. I can help! I should be helping...

”Mother...” I croak as sobs begin to choke me.