Summoners War: Only I Summoned Divine Beasts

Chapter 295: Seraʼs Burden (Bonus)

”I wonder since when have I been following what the people wish for me? I have been doing everything I can for their sake… their expectation.”

Sera remembered what Nathan said earlier that day. ”They have taken me and I continue fulfilling their expectations as the most talented saintess.

”I have done everything I can to make the Holy Kingdom and my teacher proud. At the same time, I have lost something precious. I donʼt know since when, but I have been following peopleʼs orders or requests every single time.

”I have forgotten the last time I actually did something for myself?”

Ten years ago.

The adult Sera was staring at the young Sera from a third perspective.

The young Sera, who was a mere orphan, stood in front of the church. With no shoes on her feet, she left behind several blood trails on the ground. Her tattered clothes smelled so bad, as though they had never touched water for a few months.

”What are you doing, child?”

Sera turned her head around, finding an old priest.

Sera looked down and said, ”They said if I join the religion, I can eat food.”

The old priest chuckled. He offered his gentlest smile and said, ”Is that so? How about following me inside? Letʼs wash you first and Iʼll let you eat your fill.”

Sera didnʼt believe it at first, but soon her eyes brightened. She nodded furiously, as she couldnʼt contain herself anymore.

”Un.”

The old priest treated her wound, asked the nun to wash her, and finally gave her a meal. The meal back then was simple and lacked seasoning. But for someone like her who had been wandering around the street with no one to rely on, it was probably the most delicious meal she had ever had.

When she recalled this scene, the old Sera couldnʼt help but shed tears. ”I canʼt remember the taste of the food from back then, but itʼs so delicious that I canʼt help but tear up.

”In the end, I joined the church and trained to become a nun. I canʼt give enough gratitude to the father. If itʼs anyone else, they will probably not accept me.” The old Sera muttered as she saw herself training hard.

And that was when her talent bloomed. She managed to learn a lot of things quickly, which helped her a lot.

Everyone in that church helped her a lot. They were kind. It wasnʼt a big church or anything, and it was hard to get by from time to time. However, everyone could smile.

However, the turning point in her life was when she awakened her Ena at 10 years old.

Sera saw her younger self surprised by the sudden appearance of glowing particles her body was emitting.

”Father! Father! Sera… Sera is…”

When the priest came to the room, he was shocked to find Sera emitting Ena from her body.

”This is…” The priest gasped. ”Sera. You have awakened your Ena… Sera, you are a chosen child.”

”A chosen child? What does that mean? Is it delicious?” She tilted her head in confusion.

”That means you are destined to be someone great. You can help a lot of people so that they donʼt become hungry like you.”

”Really?”

”Yes. You need to go to the Holy Kingdom after this and learn a lot over there. If you manage to become stronger, you will be able to help many people.”

Because of his words, the innocent Sera was excited.

Sera didnʼt know what kind of thing she accepted at that time. And when she learned about it, it was too late. The envoy from the Holy Kingdom had arrived and brought her to the capital city so that she could learn to become the true priestess.

”Sera. You need to continue your meditation.”

”You are so good, Sera.”

”What is this? You are able to do it so quickly? You are so talented, Sera.”

”Good job, Sera.”

”You are more talented than anyone else. You will definitely become the greatest saintess and succeed your teacher, the Pope.”

”Wow. You are already using Ena Manipulation?”

”Are you going to do the Synchronization next?”

Back then, Sera just accepted their kind words with a pure, big smile on her face.

The training was hard, but their kind words were able to keep her going. Unbeknownst to them, those words ended up becoming the very poison that made everything hard for her.

ʼI have to keep going.ʼ

ʼI canʼt disappoint them.ʼ

This thought always appeared in her mind. She sometimes wanted to take a break, but those people had too much expectation, which forced her to continue without a break.

Sera just clenched her fist. ”I can still go. I wonʼt disappoint anyone. Teacher is also very kind to me. I need to become strong so that I can help a lot of people.”

Three years after learning from the pope, Sera had grown a bit more mature. However, the burden she carried couldnʼt be any smaller.

In fact, every single step felt like there were numerous vines around her legs, shackling her down to the ground.

She was exhausted without being aware she was tired.

”I can continue.”

”I wonʼt disappoint them.”

She kept going with no complaints. She didnʼt realize that, at one point, her thoughts began to change.

”Why do I need to keep going? I think I have done my best. Why do they keep reprimanding me? I am tired. I just want to rest. Canʼt I get some rest?”

”But I still canʼt disappoint them. What will happen if I disappoint them?”

”They keep telling me to work hard, but why are they not working hard like they tell me? They have been doing almost nothing for an entire day!”

”Why not… stop all of this at once…”

That day, her world fell apart. It was also the day she summoned her second familiar. As if she had been feeding all the darkness she kept in her heart the whole time, she ended up summoning a fallen angel.