Esper Harem in the Apocalypse

Chapter 1046 : Struggles of Super Libido

ʼWhy am I experiencing this now?ʼ Rudy asked himself.

Rudy thought that the reason he had obtained the super libido was because he had lost his v card to Angelica. He was certain that he was safe from the super libido unless he lost his v card. But now he learned that it was certainly not the case.

However, his curiosity couldnʼt let go of him. He had done nothing that would activate his super libido. Was it that after getting his memories of Angelica, he also got the super libido?

He had no control over it and he had to take care of it before he lost his senses.

I thought about Angelica and her services not long ago. Could it be that it somehow activated my super libido?ʼ Rudy thought. ʼAnyway, I have to do something about this asap or it would be bad. I can lose my senses and do something unthinkable.ʼ

Nonetheless, his situation was different now. Before he could simply go to any girl and satisfy himself and please them, but now not only were his options limited, they were risky as well.

ʼI Have three options, to go to Erika, Alice, or Janet.ʼ

Erika was instantly out of his list since he couldnʼt get a hold of her. He wasnʼt sure how much their relationship had progressed and if they had done the deed yet.

He could only go to Alice or Janet, but both of his options didnʼt seem to work. He couldnʼt go to Alice since their relationship was at a beginning stage and things hadnʼt gone smoothly in the school. Janet was out of the question too, since he wasnʼt officially going out with her.

”Well, fuck me! What am I supposed to do now? Jerk off?! It would take 10 rounds for this monster to calm down! Even if I count 15 minutes for one, I would have to spend over two hours! I donʼt have that kind of time!

Mom could finish her bath at any moment, and I canʼt let her see me like this. But this fucking boner wonʼt go away! What the hell, man! I wanted a thrill, but not this kind of thrill! I wanted action, but not this kind of action! I wanted to fight the monsters, not become one!”

Rudy knew it wasnʼt right, but he wished Angelica was there. She would have taken care of his libido without him asking for it.

ʼI can go to some club and get laid there… Thatʼs the only option I can think of. I wanted to avoid having that kind of sexual encounter, but I have no choice. Till! I canʼt go now. I have to wait for dinner!ʼ

Rudy considered the idea of chopping off his little brother, but he wasnʼt sure he could grow again. And even if he knew that, he felt uncomfortable just thinking about it.

It was natural. After all, how could a man sacrifice his only sign of manhood?

After taking out all the ingredients and washing them, he sat down on the table to hide his boner. Although he had tucked it under the belt of his pants, he was in pain.

”If only Jessica was here…” Rudy muttered.

”...”

”Wait, no! What the hell am I thinking?! What would have I done if Jessica was here?!”

Since Jessica lived in a city because of her work and only returned to the town during weekends, Rebeccaʼs schedule changed according to that. Jessica would usually handle the dinner and other household chores before Rebecca even had time to do them.

Rudy had slowly begun to lose his moral senses, and he gave into his thoughts.

ʼI mean…. Jessica feels the same… no? She was watching that aunt and nephew porn on her laptop. She even tried to seduce me… so… I think she wouldnʼt have minded if I had made a move on her… no?

I mean… I know thatʼs immoral and I should even have these kinds of thoughts, let alone think of trying it. Jessica is my aunt and it couldnʼt be more wrong. But… isnʼt she like a stranger to me?

I donʼt know her at all, so there is no issue… no? It would have been different if she had raised me since birth and we had spent a lot of time together. If that was the case… I wouldnʼt even be having these indecent thoughts about her.

I am lusting after her, but only as a teenage boy whose hormones are running wild…. Wilder than any other teenager in the world. I only spent the weekend with Jessica, and we were busy with our stuff. She had her projects, and I had other stuff to do.

I donʼt think itʼs bad to have such thoughts about her. It would have been a different case if she was trying to act like an aunt with me. But I could see how she was trying to make moves on me.

Yes… thatʼs right. I shouldnʼt feel guilty for having such thoughts about Jessica. And does it even matter? She isnʼt here! But goddammit! She is so hot! Her body is so perfect! And I peeked at her boobs when we were sleeping together. They were so well shaped that I had the urge to fondle them!

She even hugged me a few times, and I felt her boobs on my chest and back! They were so soft! Not to mention how I got a boner after I saw her coming out of the bathroom! The way the water was dripping from her body and the towel clenched onto her body!

Oh, man… I swear… if she was here… I would have fucked her senseless! My dick is so hard right now that it feels like itʼs about to explode! I can even fuck a tree with this! Argh!ʼ

Rudyʼs moral senses had degraded and he could barely understand the difference between what was right and what was wrong.

Having such thoughts about Jessica simply made him more horny and boosted his libido even more.

Rudy got up and decided to leave before Rebecca finished her bath. He wasnʼt sure if he would be able to control himself.

However, luck was on his side… or not, when Rebecca came out of the bathroom with her body wrapped with the towel.