Crossdressing To Survive An Apocalypse [BL]

Hary placed the meteor on a clean sheet of cloth and became to smash it with his iron fist, his metal hands made it easier to break it down into small pieces that is easy to consume.

Sitting in a corner Prisitsky watched him with an unknown look on his face.

Without a word, Hary brought a small marble-sized meteor shad to him. ”Eat,”

Prisitsky faced the wall refusing to look at him. ”This is precious resource material. I won’t eat it.”

Hary grabbed him by his chin and made him face him. ”eat or I will make you eat it.”

”No,”

Hary shoved it into his mouth.

He just rolled it around in his tongue and spat it out. ”I said I won’t eat! What word do you not understand?!”

Hary delicately garbed his hand. ”Eat,” he gently licked his fingertips with a puppy dog look. ”For me?”

Prisitsky simply scoffed and stood up, holding the walls. His bony hands clenched tightly. ’No, I can’t give in... I mustn’t,’

”Prisitsky! Why are you doing this?”

He simply just peered down at him. ”because I don’t want to eat it. simple as that,”

”No, you are simply doing it to prove a point!” Hary shot up and garbed his shoulders. ”You are deliberately trying to hurt me. What did I do! What did I ever do to deserve this treatment? For once in my life I found someone I can spend my entire life with but you… you won’t ever look at me. You won’t eat…. Why are you torturing me like this?”

Prisitsky just gaped at him. ”I’m not doing anything to you. You’re a free person.”

This stupid brute refused to listen to him. He clung to him tightly. ”I’m not free from your torment.”

”That would be solved the moment I die.” Prisitsky coldly pushed him away. ”Move on Hary I won’t ever do as you please.”

With his head lowered Hary nodded. ”I love you.”

Prisitsky froze, biting his lips hard. ”I hate you.”

”Lair!” Hary pulled him back into their room and hugged him like his life depended on it. ”You’re lying!”

”Let go of me!”

Hary simply held his bony figure tightly in his hug. It had only been two years and he had lost so much weight. He could distinctly remember hugging this crazy scientist for the first time.

It had begun when he was trying to put some distance between tian and himself. After she had found her family, he started to feel quite awkward hanging out with them so he decided to stay in the barrack.

Since he was so close, he was assigned the mission to protect Prisitsky.

He remembered the first moment he walked into that lab looking at the man in his dirty lab coat and dust-covered spectacle. he just gave him a condescending look at his way and continued to work.

the day went on and he simply just watched.

One day, everything changed. He was not just watching, he was analyzing his every move...

He noticed the way the man would bite his lips when he was excited. How his hair looked when he worked an entire day mixing unknown chemicals. the small smile on his face and that victorious glint in his eyes as he found something out.

Soon he fell.

He fell hard.

Prisitsky initially looked so cold and unapproachable, but little by little like a stray cat he started to trust him. The closer they got, the harder it was to hold back.

Constantly he would dream of holding his slender pale hand in his fist. he would crave to bite his thin cheery lips…

Hary wanted him.

One day he braved himself and took the leap of faith, kissing him.

To his surprise, Prisitsky kissed him back.

Thus, they began.

It had been two years since then and their relationship never progressed further. It was like Prisitsky had a wall against him, keeping him away from his life. In the beginning, he was fine with it. But as days went on, he wanted more.

he wanted love.

but Prisitsky was not willing to give him his heart.

Hary let out a loud sob. ”I love you so much, Prisitsky. You can hate me; you can break my heart but… just live. I can live just looking at you from a distance. I want nothing more than to just watch you…. Please….”

Prisitsky looked up at him in shock. ”Stop crying… why are you crying. I said I hate you. Why… why are you crying for me...” his own tears that he had been holding back dripped down his face. ”don’t cry. Please….stop.”

Hary shook his head and knelt on the ground, holding his legs. ”Please… I can’t lose any more people from my life. I can’t watch someone I love die again….”

”stop crying... stop it…” Prisitsky felt his heart lurch at the sight of him like that. he hated it. he hated seeing him in tears. He hated everything about it.

”Please...” Hary looked up at him with his tear-stained pink face. ”Please don’t die.”

Prisitsky hugged him tightly. ”I’m so sorry. I didn’t ask for this. don’t cry, you bastard! you’re making me cry.” He whimpered as he sobbed.

”No, you mustn’t cry,” Hary pulled him down onto his lap and wiped the tears off his face. ”I’m sorry, look I’m not crying,” he said sniffling loudly.

Prisitsky chuckled in tears. ”You look so ugly.”

Hary smiled wiping his face roughly. ”Now?”

”You look like a pig,” he leaned forward and hugged him delicately. ”I don’t like ugly crying faces,”

”Then I won’t cry,” Hary whispered, kissing the top of his head.

Prisitsky leaned forward slightly and picked up the pebble that he had spat out. ”you tenacious bastard, I’ll eat this fucking thing so don’t ever show your ugly crying face. I can’t handle it.” Rubbing it on his clothes he then popped it in his mouth.

the meteor shard melted in his mouth feeding the monstrous being in him.

”W-what did I do to deserve you? Why do you even love me? me? I’m rude, I’m ugly, I’m a monster.” Prisitsky sobbed silently nuzzling against his shoulders.

Hary just kissed his cheeks delicately. ”you’re my monster.”

”That doesn’t make me feel any better.”

Hary gently cupped his cheeks and kissed his pale lips. He gently probed his tongue in licking the crevice of his mouth. ”Does this make you feel any better?”

Prisitsky silently looked at him with his eyes half shut. ”Hary…...”

”Shit, I really can’t hold it in when you look at me like that.” he placed him gently on the makeshift bed and cupped his face.

Expecting a kiss Prisitsky closed his eyes. But to his surprise, Hary just blew over his face.

He gazed up at him confusedly.

”Say the magic words.”

”Abracadabra?”

”No, the magic three words. I need confirmation,” Hary laid his head gently on his chest.

Prisitsky leaned down and gently whispered the magic words into his ears.

Hary’s eyes widened ever so slightly. ”d-do you mean it? do you really love me?”

? With a soft blush, Prisitsky adjusted his spectacles. ”I can only tell you that once. no repeats.”

”yes~ once is more than enough.” Hary chuckled kissing his cheek.

Prisitsky garbed his face and pulled him closer. ”I’ll try…... I’ll try to live. You should know. it’s all for you. I’m your monster after all,”