My Alleged Husband

Chapter 908: Chapter 830_11

I only thought about making myself happy, about being joyful. I thought, if there were no Grandpa in this family, how would you exist, and how would I exist? So I am unwilling to argue with you about everything you’ve done to me. However, I hope that whenever you do anything, you would think more about Grandpa’s feelings. He is not a Saint; he’s an elderly man. He can no longer endure betrayal from his family again and again. For her, as long as she can live happily, that’s enough for me. I am not a saint; I do not seek more. I only wish for my grandpa to be happy, content, and joyful. Have you ever thought about it? When you are a Mercenary, every experience you go through, you should think about what you should become. Reaching this point over and over, becoming like this again and again, is every outcome what you truly want? Have you ever considered whether this kind of outcome is truly what everyone deeply desires in their hearts? You haven’t thought about it because none of this is what you really want; you are confused and lost about what you desire because, in your hearts, you don’t even know what you really want. Do you think that what your heart desires is really like this?”

Zhang Zhentian and Xia Jing were left speechless by their son’s question. How could they not understand what their son truly meant? Perhaps their son might never be able to forget the pain they once caused him. So what right do they have as parents to forget the harm they brought upon their son? Everything from the workshop is vividly in their minds, all the mistakes they’ve made. How could they expect their son to compensate for them? But why should they expect their son to heartlessly understand them? What right do they have to ask their son to bear all the pain and consequences multiple times? None of this has anything to do with their son. Why should he bear all their sins? All the sins were caused by their own hands; should they not take responsibility for them personally? Shouldn’t they recognize the mistakes they’ve made? Yet they repeatedly pushed themselves to the brink and drove their child to madness repeatedly. Their child is on the verge of insanity, and as a father, what responsibilities have they taken? Why haven’t they considered the outcomes their mistakes would bring upon them? Is it truly that inconsiderate?

Perhaps it’s true. As a father, they have never offered their son the tiniest bit of care in their lifetime, and now they’re still adding to his pain. What should their son do to make things different? What should they do to make their son truly forgive them from the depths of his soul? How should they approach every matter to make things different from the past? If all of this is the result of their own actions, then what should they do to restore everything to its original state? How should they face the future with the attitude befitting it? How should everyone interact with each other under the same roof in the future??

Perhaps they really should consider their family’s feelings more like their son said. Every action taken never considered their thoughts.

No one knows how much bitterness and pain they’ve gone through. They’ve gotten through to today step by step entirely through their own efforts. I have contributed nothing, so what right do I have to come back and hurt them so carelessly? They owe me nothing for the mistakes I’ve made; I should bear all the burdens of those mistakes repeatedly upon my own shoulders. I shouldn’t be so selfish to place all the pain onto my parents; they don’t owe me anything. Just as my son said, every word was so reasonable. But as a father, what have I done?