The Noble Lady of Lust

Chapter 163: I want to go out with you

I hoped that, if she saw what she would become, she would let go of her shyness. so I included a lot of details in that memoir, to make a lot of things clear without room for silly misunderstandings,But when she finally seemed to understand everything, she picked up the crystal, now without any function, and....

Bang!

He threw it to the ground in anger. It was rare and difficult to see Silvia angry, although lately he felt he could easily get on her nerves. But well, the important thing now was what she thought of the situation. Carefully, and testing the waters, I asked her:

”This... Silvia, are you okay?”

”Are you seriously asking me that?, what were those memories?, was that really me?”

”Well, you know that in those memories there are things that only you would know... or will know in the future, right?”

”Yes, it was me, but...., even so.... Haaahh..... , let’s end this here for today, you know? I’ve got a lot to think about and digest.”

Showing her directly what would happen wasn’t absolutely necessary, but I felt that this way Silvia would understand the situation more clearly and let me help her, even if it added more confusion. I thought she had the right to decide what she would do.

Just as my alternate self gave me her memories and the right to make my choices, if I wanted to, there was no need to follow her plan. If I wanted to, I wouldn’t even have to pursue the legacy.

If I had wanted to, I would have lived quietly being a woman in this realm until the end, avoiding that goddess, and all those events that will put me in danger. So I gave that same right to Silvia.

”Well, I understand. It’s not something you can easily assimilate. Let’s talk later.”

I morphed back into Chris and undid the barrier. As she said, she seemed to have a lot to think about. even I have to think about some of the things that silvia mentioned before.

It was a lot of revelations and truths in a short period of time. I watched her leave, still with a lot on her mind, but I wanted to say something last, so I yelled out to her:

”Hey, Silvia, we are still friends, aren’t we!”

”....”

I won’t lie when I say I wasn’t a little anxious. Putting aside what I knew about her from my alternate self, I thought I knew Silvia pretty well from this life, so I didn’t think she would break our friendship.

But one thing I understood is that you never fully get to know someone, or that people can change. Still, I decided to take that leap of trust with her, not because she was the best friend of my alternate self, but because of the Silvia I knew in this life and the months we had been interacting.

I didn’t want to fall into a silly cliché, so, to avoid generating misunderstandings that could be detrimental later, I kept yelling at her before she answered the above:

”Hey, Silvia, just in case, I’m not going to deny that the memories influenced a bit, but in the end I was the one who decided to befriend a crazy yandere like you again in this line. So keep that in mind. Just as I decide that, you decide what you want to do; I’ll respect your decision.”

If I had wanted to, I could have created no relationship at all with Silvia, avoiding her as much as possible and not being friends with her at all. That way I wouldn’t be affected by her death afterwards.

But in the end, the one who decided, even with the warnings and the knowledge of the consequences, to approach her was me, even though, it wasn’t necessary at all, it was still completely my decision to do so.

”...”

In the end, she said nothing and left. All that was left was to wait and see.

”Haaa... today has been a long day.” He was tired, though technically it should be the shortest day, as the hours grew shorter while he was talking to the goddess. Everything that had happened was so heavy that I felt mentally drained.

First the thing with the goddess and now with Silvia. Although the latter was me forcing it. Besides, I remembered that I still had business with Eira.

Well, whatever, I headed to the agreed place, and my doppelgänger, who never said anything, went to the room. At least a part of my head can find peace.

I went listlessly toward the meeting place. I didn’t even look for Selene. If Eira was looking for a fight, I would take it out on her, no holds barred, so it was better that she wasn’t there.

...

I didn’t know it at the time but on this day I made many more decisions that I would regret in the future.

..

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’Well, it doesn’t seem to be an ambush or anything if she brought Selene.’

Prudently, and without a shred of confidence in Eira, I scanned the place. It didn’t look like a trap, and she had brought Selene herself, so it probably wouldn’t be to look for trouble. Though, of course, now I was the one who wanted trouble.

’Well, I just hope it’s quick, Let’s finish this and go have some fun later,’

I thought as I walked over and stood in front of Eira. Perhaps out of habit, I adopted a defiant stance, tilting my head slightly down as I looked at her. She, petite as she was, looked at me just as defiantly, with her arms crossed and a piercing gaze.

’Well, maybe she does want to fight.’

I noticed her tail, wagging with an intensity that really seemed to indicate she wanted to fight. That made me wonder: if he really wanted to face me, why would he have brought Selene along?

Well, since Selene was there, I decided to give her the benefit of the doubt and not launch the preemptive strike I had originally planned.

”Okay, talk, what do you want, what did you call me for?”

”...”

”Tch, are you going to talk or not? If not, I’m leaving,”

I said directly. I didn’t want to waste my time on nonsense. At that moment, I saw how Selene, with her elbow, pushed her sister’s side. It was rare to see her take initiative, except when something was related to food, pleasure, or.... that time we negotiated and ended up having a relationship.

I noticed that Selene didn’t have the passive, sleepy face she used to show. That expression only disappeared when she ate or when we were intimate. It was clear that she was interested in something. A bad feeling began to dawn on me.

If I thought about it, the other times Selene had taken the initiative had been when, in meetings of common interests, she suggested I bring Eira into my.... ’Don’t tell me what...’

”I-I want to...., I want to go out with you, so accept me, you piece of shit!!..”

”....”