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Chapter 168: When Your Professor Destroys Your Heart Then Rebuilds It With Insults · Oct 05, 2026

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151 Chapter 151: The Night She Chose Herself 2026-10-05
152 Chapter 152 : Fucking Off Lust for His World 2026-10-05
153 Chapter 153: The Stepfather Who Wanted to Slaughter Everyone 2026-10-05
154 Chapter 154: How can Someone’s Luck be This Good 2026-10-05
155 Chapter 155: Astrid Is Happy 2026-10-05
156 Chapter 156 : When Grandma’s Kinks Make You Question Your Own [1] 2026-10-05
157 Chapter 157 : When Grandma’s Kinks Make You Question Your Own[2] 2026-10-05
158 Chapter 158 : Another Act But With Pleasure This Time 2026-10-05
159 Chapter 159 : Punishment 2026-10-05
160 Chapter 160 : When Your Son Watches You Get Railed and All He Can Do Is Sit 2026-10-05
161 Chapter 161: The King Watched His Mother Get Creampied and All He Got Was Trauma 2026-10-05
162 Chapter 162 : Thanks For Giving Me The Chance To have Her 2026-10-05
163 Chapter 163- Blushy Astrid 2026-10-05
164 Chapter 164 : When You Save the Princess But Her Dad Still Wants You Dead 2026-10-05
165 Chapter 165- Stepped Into New Mess [1] 2026-10-05
166 Chapter 166 : Stepped Into New Mess [2] 2026-10-05
167 Chapter 167 : With a Hot Professor 2026-10-05
168 Chapter 168: When Your Professor Destroys Your Heart Then Rebuilds It With Insults 2026-10-05
169 Chapter 169 : Hottest Demon 2026-10-05
170 Chapter 170 : When Your Speech About Fear Lands You a Proposal 2026-10-05
171 Chapter 171 : Leaving Astrid For some Damsel 2026-10-05
172 Chapter 172- Is It for Real Mother in law 2026-10-05
173 Chapter 173: The Time Emperor Recognized Jax 2026-10-05
174 Chapter 174: Troll 2026-10-05
175 Chapter 175: Bloody Aura Farmer 2026-10-05
176 Chapter 176: Anger Took Over Me 2026-10-05
177 Chapter 177: I’ll Slaughter Everyone 2026-10-05
178 Chapter 178: Wedding Night 2026-10-05
179 Chapter 179: Polar Opposite Species 2026-10-05
180 Chapter 180: Your Heart Has Other Plans 2026-10-05
181 Chapter 181: Another Promise 2026-10-05
182 Chapter 182: First Time 2026-10-05
183 Chapter 183: The Cure for Virginity 2026-10-05
184 Chapter 184: Wild Night 2026-10-05
185 Chapter 185: Meeting the In-Laws 2026-10-05
186 Chapter 186: The Truth Behind a Father’s Tears 2026-10-05
187 Chapter 187: How to Traumatize Your Student 2026-10-05
188 Chapter 188: Poor Astrid 2026-10-05
189 Chapter 189: Nuisance breaks and Sobs 2026-10-05
190 Chapter 190: The Return of a Dead Man 2026-10-05
191 Chapter 191: Drunk Confessions 2026-10-05
192 Chapter 192: New Problem... The Festival 2026-10-05
193 Chapter 193: The Very Big Lizard 2026-10-05
194 Chapter 194: The Hungry Knight and the Cat Kingdom 2026-10-05
195 Chapter 195: The Demon Inside Her 2026-10-05
196 Chapter 196: The Holy Sword Named Dih.. 2026-10-05
197 Chapter 197: Jax’s Dear Student Has a Crush on what you already have claimed 2026-10-05
198 Chapter 198: How to Manipulate a Dragon Into Doing Your Bidding 2026-10-05
199 Chapter 199: Both Dragons Dance in Jax’s Palm 2026-10-05
200 Chapter 200: Everyone Wants to Join the Sinking Ship 2026-10-05

Chapter 168: Chapter 168: When Your Professor Destroys Your Heart Then Rebuilds It With Insults

”Professor... who really are you?”

The words hung in the air.

Jax blinked.

”What does that mean?”

Astrid took a breath. Her eyes locked onto his.

”I mean... which one is really you?”

She leaned forward slightly.

”The one who always insults people? Scares them? The arrogant bastard who’s involved in every mess—fighting prince, arguing with professors, making enemies wherever he goes?”

She paused.

”Or...”

Her voice softened.

”The one who cares.”

Jax raised an eyebrow.

”The one who’s there when I need someone. The one who shows up at the worst moments and somehow makes everything okay.”

She met his gaze directly.

”Don’t lie to me. I’ve seen the other side myself.”

Her fingers fidgeted in her lap.

”I’ve seen you giving money to that cat lady at the food stall back at the academy. When you thought no one was watching. I saw the genuine smile on your face not the mocking one you always wear.”

She continued.

”I saw the rage in your eyes when Queen Adelina was mentioned. Real rage. Not for show.”

Her cheeks flushed.

”And these past few days... how you’ve treated me with care. How you put your life on the line protecting me from that demon.”

The blush faded. Replaced by determination.

She leaned closer.

”So tell me. Which side is real? Which is fake? There HAS to be one fake otherwise none of this makes sense!”

Her head lowered.

”And... if you’re in some kind of situation... where someone is forcing you to act a certain way...”

Her voice dropped to almost a whisper.

”You can tell me. I’ll help. I can repay you for saving my life.”

She played with her fingers nervously.

”So just say it. Is the chaotic, arrogant, mad side the real you? Or is it—”

BONK.

A light chop landed on her head.

”Ow!”

Jax pulled his hand back.

”Hold your horses, drama queen.”

His voice was flat. Unimpressed.

”What the hell are you babbling about?”

He mimicked her voice in the most annoying way possible.

”’My side—fake or real?’ ’Which one is the true you?’”

He made a gagging sound.

”Screw that nonsense.”

Astrid stared at him.

”And what was that other garbage? ’The one who cares’? My FOOT cares about you people. I was just being nice so you idiots don’t file complaints about me at the academy.”

He scratched his head in annoyance.

”You’re all a pain in my ass, honestly.”

Her expression cracked.

”As for saving you?”

He shrugged.

”It was my duty. What would I tell the academy if you died on my watch? ’Sorry, she got eaten by a demon while I watched’?”

He snorted.

”Your father would pull every string in existence to get me fired. Even if it wasn’t my fault. Rich people are petty like that.”

Astrid’s face fell.

The hope that had been building in her chest shattered.

”Is... is that so...”

Her voice was barely audible.

Silence stretched between them.

Jax glanced at her.

Her head was bowed. Shoulders slumped. She looked like she might cry at any moment.

Something twisted in his gut.

’Damn it.’

He sighed.

Moved.

Sat down beside her. Both of them facing the crackling fire.

”I don’t know why...”

His voice was quieter now.

”...but I don’t feel good looking at your sad face.”

Astrid’s head lifted slightly.

”I really do like seeing your face. Mostly when you’re angry. Or pouting. Or—”

He paused.

”—according to this situation, I suppose I like seeing you laugh too.”

She stared at him.

”Astrid, I feel guilty for what I said. But I won’t take it back. As most of it was true.”

He leaned back on his hands.

”But let me tell you what you actually want to know.”

The fire crackled.

”I’m not complicated. Not like you all seem to think.”

His eyes reflected the flames.

”I’m just blunt. I do whatever my mind tells me. I don’t give a shit about this stupid world or its consequences.”

He tilted his head.

”That’s all there is to me.”

A pause.

”I’m a person filled with ego. And my ego is greater than anything else inside me.”

His voice grew distant.

”Greater than logic. Greater than love to me. Greater than even Adelin—”

He stopped mid-word.

Caught himself.

Moved on.

”And when my ego gets hurt—even slightly, I become the monster you’ve been ’babbling’ about.”

He counted on his fingers.

”The prince. Zharina. You and Seris. And the latest example—Aeliana.”

He looked at her.

”You’ve seen it yourself.”

Astrid listened in silence.

”But apart from that...”

He struggled with the next words.

”...I might care. Sometimes.”

He scratched his cheek awkwardly.

”Care and love are things I don’t understand well. Never learned them properly. But I’m... slowly figuring it out.”

His eyes returned to the fire.

”Problem is, when I care or when I feel something close to love—it comes out wrong. As teasing. Humor. Insults.”

A bitter laugh.

”This man you see before you? In his past, he’s been misunderstood by many. Because of his... playfulness.”

His mind drifted.

To Earth. To the people he wanted to make friends and then his thoughts drifted to Emma.

To all the bridges he’d burned with his own stupid mouth.

While Jax was lost in thought, Astrid was processing everything.

’He said he likes my face...’

She recalled every interaction. Every ”insult.” Every mocking comment.

’Was he... was that his way of liking?’

’But he also said he saved me because of duty...’

Her heart couldn’t decide what to feel.

”Jax...”

She used his name directly. No ”professor.”

”Am I really that annoying to you? That you only cared about me for the sake of your role?”

Her voice was small. Vulnerable.

Jax turned to look at her.

A playful grin spread across his face.

”Of course.”

Astrid’s face twisted into a pout.

Pure, concentrated anger.

Jax’s grin widened.

”NOW that’s what I like.”

And suddenly, she understood.

He didn’t hate her. This was his language. His twisted, backwards, infuriating way of showing affection.

If he truly didn’t care, he wouldn’t bother teasing her at all.

She was on his ”opposite” list.

Which meant... she mattered.

A small smile tugged at her lips.

Then a hand landed on her head.

Patting gently.

Jax opened his mouth probably to deliver another soul-crushing insult.

But Astrid cut him off.

”I’m NOT a kid!”

She swatted his hand away.

”Stop treating me like—”

GRRRRROWWWWL.

The sound echoed through the cave.

Loud. Aggressive. Unmistakably her stomach.

Astrid’s face went nuclear red.

She buried her face in her hands.

’Kill me. Just kill me now. Let me die in this cave.’

Jax stared at her for a long moment.

Then burst out laughing.

”Well then.”

He stood up. Stretched.

”If we want to survive this mess, we need to figure out where we are. And along the way—”

He smirked down at her.

”—we’ll calm that beast living in your stomach.”

Astrid refused to look at him.

Her face still hidden in her hands.

But beneath her breath, curses flowed like a river.

”Fuck you, Professor...”

Jax started walking toward the cave entrance.

”Fuck you...”

Her voice grew quieter. Softer.

”...Jax.”

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