My Youth Began With Him

Translator: Atlas Studios Editor: Atlas Studios

“Little Bean, I think I’m really crazy… I don’t even know if my feelings for Handsome Su is because I miss him… or if I’m obsessed with him because of romantic feelings, or because I’ve grown up relying on him…”

Pudding burst into tears when she finished her sentence…

Pudding’s EQ was much higher than Little Bean’s. In fact, it was much higher than normal people.

However, the onlooker sees things more clearly. Now that she was deeply involved, she had completely lost her direction.

The question she had been struggling with for years was, whether Su Yu was here or not, she didn’t know how she felt about him.

Back then, Wei Yunchu confessed to her, saying that he wanted to go overseas together.

It wasn’t that she hadn’t thought of it before, but she just felt that if she just left the country like that and did not care about anything, then the last memory of Su Yu in this world would be gone.

Aside from her and Little Bean, no one else remembered Su Yu.

This matter made her suffer from insomnia.

There was even a time when she dreamed of Su Yu.

She dreamed of how Su Yu doted on her and Little Bean when they were young.

In the end, Su Yu agreed to take them to Disneyland in Tokyo.

That wish was not fulfilled either…

What Pudding couldn’t stand the most was that the woman Su Yu loved the most in his life, her mother Huo Mian, had forgotten about him.

Many times, she wanted to remind her mother.

She wanted to remind her that there was a man in this world who had disappeared to fulfill her happiness.

However, she knew that once the words were said, the situation would be irreversible.

If her mother remembered everything, then her mother would continue to suffer, and there would be an irreparable scar between her mother and father.

Therefore, Pudding, who had been struggling and suffering, lost Wei Yunchu five years ago.

Now that she was about to turn 18, she really wanted everyone to remember Su Yu.

Others might not understand, but Little Bean would.

She felt that her sister’s actions were extremely selfish.

That was why she scolded her without any care, hoping that she would wake up.

“So what if it’s true love? So what if it’s reliance? Pudding, Handsome Su is no longer here. He has left us… It’s been so many years. Please let Handsome Su go and let yourself off… You’ve already caused Wei Yunchu to not dare to come home for five years… Do you want everyone to spend the rest of their lives mourning Handsome Su with you?”

Little Bean’s words were like a hammer hitting against her chest.

Pudding listened, but she didn’t want to let go…

“Little Bean, if we both forget Handsome Su, he’ll disappear from this world forever.”

“I didn’t forget, he has always lived in my heart… But I’m not like you, completely out of control… using your memories to harm yourself and the people around you.”

Pudding was silent…

“I’m warning you one last time, Qin Zhaozhao… If you make Mom and Dad suffer because of your own selfishness, you won’t be my sister. I will hate you for the rest of my life and never forgive you… I think if you make Mom suffer, Handsome Su won’t forgive you either in the other world.”

Then, Little Bean turned around angrily…

She didn’t want to persuade her anymore. She couldn’t understand Pudding’s actions.

If she really wanted to revive everyone’s memories of Handsome Su, she would never forgive her.

After Little Bean left, Pudding turned around and wiped her tears…

At this moment, her cellphone rang.

“Boss… I’m at the South Hill Manor right now. Can I go in and have some tea?” Liao Muchen asked playfully..