Surviving Zombies Was Easier Than Raising Beast Cubs

Chapter 19: Chapter 19: Yes. Mama loves you. Mama also needs you to stop actively trying to get yourselves killed every five minutes.

”No,” Swanly whispered.

The smallest cub was crying and spitting, his little body shaking hard against her chest.

”Mama bad taste.”

Swanly’s heart slammed against her ribs so hard it hurt. She yanked the cub closer, one hand already prying his little jaws open to check inside.

”No, no, no. Spit it out, baby, spit it out right now.”

The smallest cub kept crying and spitting black saliva onto her dress. His tiny body trembled against her chest, and his tiny paws pushed weakly at her arm as if he wanted the bad taste out of his mouth but did not know how.

Kael was already shifting before she finished the sentence. Black fur exploded into skin as he dropped to his knees in front of her, naked and wild-eyed, both hands reaching for the cub with terrifying speed.

”Give him to me.”

Swanly held on tighter. ”Wait. Don’t scare him more.”

Kael’s voice came out as a low, dangerous growl. ”He licked death. Give. Him. To. Me.”

But the cub only pressed closer to Swanly from fear because his father looked too scary.

Swanly’s eyes filled with panic.

”System.”

The fairy appeared in front of her mind at once, still holding its ear.

Swanly did not even insult it this time.

”Check him. Now.”

The system’s face changed when it saw the black smear.

A tiny screen opened.

{Scanning cub body.}

Swanly could not breathe.

Kael watched her face, not seeing the system, but understanding that she was doing something. His hands were tense. His eyes were dark with fear.

The scan took too long.

It was probably only seconds.

It felt like forever.

The smallest cub whimpered and buried his face in Swanly’s chest, smearing black residue on her clothes.

The second cub had pressed himself flat against Kael’s leg like he was trying to disappear. The eldest stood frozen, little paws shaking, tears clinging to his lashes but refusing to fall.

Kael’s hands hovered near the smallest cub, claws half-extended, every muscle locked. He kept glancing at Swanly’s face like he was reading a verdict she hadn’t spoken yet. His tail (still half-shifted) lashed once against the ground.

Swanly could barely breathe. Her old-world panic mixed with new-world terror until her vision tunneled.

Please. Not the baby. Not like this.

Then the screen flashed.

{No infection detected.}

{Residue contact only. No bite. No blood entry.}

{Cub mouth cleaned by immediate spit response.}

{Reward progress protected.}

Swanly almost collapsed.

”He’s fine,” Swanly said quickly, her voice cracking. ”He’s fine. He did not swallow enough. He’s fine.”

Kael did not wait for permission. He pulled the smallest cub from her arms and checked his mouth anyway. Then he checked his tongue, his eyes, his paws, and even parted the soft black fur on his belly like he expected to find hidden rot.

After that, he pressed his nose to the cub’s fur and sniffed, as if he could drag the truth out by force.

The smallest cub cried harder because Papa’s face was scary.

Swanly’s hands shook as she pulled clean water from her space. ”Here. Let me.”

Kael took the water without looking at her and carefully rinsed the cub’s mouth himself, one tiny drop at a time. Then he wiped the cub’s little tongue with the corner of a clean cloth, his movements surprisingly gentle for how terrified he looked.

”No licking random things,” Swanly said, but her voice shook. ”No licking Mama’s hands when we are outside unless I clean them first. Do you hear me?”

The smallest sniffled. ”Mama hand bad.”

”Mama hand touched bad thing.”

”Mama hurt?”

Swanly looked at her own finger.

Kael looked too.

His face changed.

Swanly had not even cared about herself.

Only after the cub was clean did Kael turn fully to Swanly. He grabbed her hand without asking and checked every finger, every nail, and every crease of her palm. His touch was firm, but not rough, and his golden eyes were dark with old fear.

”Did it enter your skin?”

”No. I don’t think so.”

”You are not sure.”

”I’m sure.”

”You are not sure,” Kael said, his voice low. ”You were not looking at yourself.”

Swanly’s throat tightened. ”I was looking at him.”

Kael’s jaw flexed. He did not let go of her hand. ”You should have looked at yourself first.”

Swanly looked up at him.

For one second, the forest became quiet around them.

His eyes were full of fear, but not wild fear now. Deep fear. The kind that came from already losing her once and refusing to do it again.

Swanly softened. ”I’m okay.”

Kael’s jaw tightened again. ”You were more worried about him.”

She looked at the smallest cub, who was still crying quietly. ”He licked it.”

”You touched it.”

Swanly did not know what to say.

The system coughed in her mind.

{Reminder: Host should also remain alive.}

Swanly snapped in her mind, Shut up.

The system vanished.

Kael then cleaned her hand with the same water and cloth, even after Swanly told him she could do it herself. He ignored her. Then he checked all three cubs again.

By the time they started moving again, Swanly felt like she had aged twenty years in one afternoon.

The journey had barely begun, and already the tally was ridiculous. One cub had tried to climb a sheer cave ledge because it was shiny. One had almost eaten a glowing poison bug because it looked like candy.

One had almost gotten snatched by a giant bird and had to be rescued mid-scream. One had hidden in a root hole. And now one had licked possible infected death-residue off her finger like it was a snack.

Swanly stared at the three cubs sitting in a row on Kael’s broad back like tiny, round, fluffy war criminals.

They looked so sweet. So soft. So innocent.

They were complete liars.

”You three,” she muttered under her breath, ”are worse than the zombies back home. At least the zombies didn’t smile at me while trying to kill me.”

The smallest cub turned around on Kael’s back and gave her the brightest, most trusting little smile.

”Mama love.”

Swanly’s heart broke and healed at the same time.

”Yes. Mama loves you. Mama also needs you to stop actively trying to get yourselves killed every five minutes.”

The eldest nodded seriously, like he was taking notes for battle strategy. The second nodded softly, his little ears drooping in apology. The smallest nodded too, looking very obedient for exactly one second.

Then he immediately tried to lick her wrist again.

Swanly yanked her hand away. ”No. Absolutely not. We talked about this.”

The smallest cub looked genuinely betrayed. His little ears flattened. His tail drooped, and his round eyes filled with such sorrow that anyone else might have thought Swanly had personally ruined his life.

It was so ridiculous that Swanly almost laughed through the terror still buzzing in her veins.

Kael stopped so suddenly Swanly almost slid forward. His body lowered into a defensive crouch, muscles coiling beneath her.

The forest ahead had gone wrong.

Not quiet. Wrong.

No birds. No insects. Even the usual rustle of leaves felt muffled, like the air itself was holding its breath.

The smell hit next — thick, rotten-sweet, like meat left too long in the sun mixed with wet decay and something metallic.

Then came the sounds.

A wet dragging. Another. A broken, rattling growl that didn’t sound like any living throat.

Kael’s ears pinned flat. A low, continuous growl started in his chest — the kind that vibrated straight through Swanly’s legs. His tail lashed once, hard.

Swanly felt it before she saw them.

Three shapes pushing through the trees.

One crawled on long, broken arms, its spine twisted so high the back legs dragged uselessly. Another had the antlered head of a deer beastman, but half its face had rotted away into black, glistening meat.

The last one walked almost upright like a man... until its jaw unhinged too wide, black saliva stringing from its mouth in long, viscous ropes.

Swanly’s stomach turned.

Then her fear flipped into something sharper. Hotter.

No.

Not again.

Not this world. Not while she had three cubs pressed against her back.

Kael growled, ready to transform and run.

Swanly slid off his back before he could stop her.

”Swanly!” Kael snarled, already starting to shift.

She slid off his back before he could stop her, boots hitting the ground with a soft thud. The three cubs made tiny alarmed sounds behind her.

Kael’s golden eyes widened in pure panic. ”Get back on—”

Swanly didn’t even look at him. Her hand was already inside her space. The familiar weight of the gun settled into her palm like it had never left.

Kael froze mid-shift.

The cubs went silent.

The infected kept coming — slow, relentless, that horrible dragging sound getting louder.

Swanly lifted the gun with both hands, stance automatic, breath steady even though her heart was trying to punch through her ribs. The old world came rushing back in one cold wave: the weight, the aim, the rule she had learned the hard way.

Do not hesitate when they are already coming for what’s yours.

Her finger rested on the trigger guard. Her voice was low, calm, and terrifyingly final when she spoke over her shoulder.

”Stay with the cubs.”

Kael’s ears were flat against his skull. His body was half-shifted, claws out, every instinct screaming at him to put himself between her and the monsters. But he didn’t move. He stayed exactly where she needed him — guarding their babies.

The smallest cub whimpered softly.

Swanly’s jaw tightened.

She took one step forward, gun steady, eyes locked on the three rotting things dragging themselves closer through the trees.

This world had already tried to take her babies once today.

It was not getting a second chance.