My Living Shadow System Devours To Make Me Stronger

Chapter 414: Chapter 415: Cruelty Of The Truth

Valarie was quiet. For all her age and wisdom, she did not know what to say—or even if she should speak at all.

So she stayed silent.

She was certain that, in his madness, Damon had denied the true nature of the Ruined Knight. It was a defense mechanism, one his mind had crafted to shield what was left of his fractured sanity.

In life, the most believable lie was always the one you told yourself—the one you forced your soul to embrace. Not because you didn’t seek the truth... but because the truth was simply too painful to endure.

The truth is a steel horse—unyielding, inevitable. But why must this steel horse crush everything beneath its hooves?

Why can we not be spared, just once, with a kinder lie?

If the truth were purely noble, then why did it bring with it such sorrow?

That sorrow pressed on Damon’s chest, heavy and merciless. He wanted to scream—he wanted to shatter—but instead, he gave the world nothing more than a tearful smile.

A cold notification flashed before him as the soul counter finally filled.

[You have vanquished: 10,000 / 10,000 Souls]

[You are bound to the Pale Crown.]

[You have unlocked:]

[Cloak of Ruin – Passively enhances soul damage dealt and gradually restores soul damage received.

Empty Throne – Dominate the mind of a single weakened enemy, turning them into a puppet—or even possess their bodies.

Crown of Silence – Keeps the user’s mind immune to insanity and mental domination.]

The enchantments of the Armor of the Pale Crown were fully unsealed. The crown on Damon’s head grew, expanding in slow, clicking movements that whispered like the rustling of a grave wind.

He felt it instantly—his mind, once churning in chaos, now subdued under the effect of the Crown of Silence. The madness that had plagued him for so long began to dim, like a nightmare chased away by morning light.

But at this moment, Damon would have rather embraced insanity. If only madness would allow him to believe what stood before him was a hallucination, a cruel mirage.

But life was never that kind to one such as him. And now, all he could do was hold on to the brutal truth his mind had desperately tried to erase.

For if insanity was a lie that brought fleeting hope, then sanity was the cruel truth that carried only despair.

A single teardrop slid down his cheek and touched the shattered helm of Matia.

She smiled at him—her face hideous from rot, her features barely recognizable beneath the corruption—but he held her close all the same.

”I’m sorry, Damon... I tried to hold on. I tried... but even with Matlock’s wings... I was too weak... I co...couldn’t beat the corruption...”

He shook his head, trembling.

Her voice came out weak, breathless, barely above a whisper. He had seen it before—those consumed by corruption regaining their sanity in their final moments, or triggered by something deeper, something that reminded them of who they once were.

”No... no... please...”

Her hand—cold as death—touched his cheek. Damon poured his mana into his shadow just to feel her, just to anchor himself in this moment, to stop it from slipping through his fingers like smoke.

He turned back, completely human.

But reality could not be rewritten, no matter how cruel it was.

She smiled again, gazing up at him as he held her trembling form in his arms.

”You kept your promise... you came for me...”

Tears fell from one of her eyes. From the other, blood streamed silently.

She had once asked him to promise—to kill her if she ever fell to corruption.

Perhaps that was why, even in his insanity, he had always retreated when the Ruined Knight appeared.

Not merely because she was strong... but because he couldn’t bear to kill his friend.

Even if it was the only way to save her.

Damon gasped—not from pain, not from the wounds torn across his body—but from the anguish that pierced his heart like ice.

He could feel her blood slipping away... her life draining, her glow fading into a grey void.

”I just wanted to save...”

Matia gave him one final smile.

”I was saved the moment I saw you...”

Those were the final words of Matia Faldren—the once fair fairy who had lived a hard life, and died as herself.

As her eyes dimmed and her soul slipped away, a soft chime rang in Damon’s ears.

[You have slain: Ruined Fairy]

[You have leveled up]

[You have been bestowed a Shadow]

The moment those words echoed, Damon felt his body weaken. Shadow energy drained rapidly, his strength fading. He collapsed to his knees, breath ragged.

From his shadow, inky tendrils rose like living smoke. They reached toward Matia’s corpse—and began to consume it.

”No...”

Damon raised his hand, reaching for his shadow.

”What are you doing... no...”

At the very least, she should have been allowed a body to be mourned. Why must that be taken from him too?

He didn’t think—he simply acted. Grief overwhelmed reason.

The shadows coiled into a sphere, dense and pulsing. He clawed at it, begged at it, but nothing he did made a difference.

And then it was gone.

He dropped to the ground, weak and drained in every way—mind, body, and spirit hollowed out.

Another chime whispered in his ear.

[You have gained: Shadow – Ruined Fairy]

His eyes flickered open. And then, he saw her.

A towering figure stood before him—covered in black armor, face hidden beneath a helm. Only the deep, icy blue light of her eyes glowed beneath the visor.

She stood over him like a sentinel of death.

Damon trembled.

He didn’t need a system message to tell him who she was. He could feel it—the bond, deep and primal, anchored in the very core of his soul.

That was the truth about shadows.

A shadow was nothing more than a pale reflection of its caster.

A slave. Obedient. Bound.

His friend was gone—and now she wasn’t even allowed to rest.

How cruel.

He didn’t raise his head. He couldn’t.

If her death had broken him, then this—this—was something far worse.

The armored figure knelt slowly before him.

That single motion undid everything inside him.

She was now bound to his will.

A shadow... that could only follow.

Damon heard a scream of anguish; it was only later that he realized it was his own voice.